"Do youreallywant me to stop?" He sucked at a spot under Cullen’s ear that made his body arch and his hand flutter to Leviathan’s hair. "Because I will, pet. If you really want me to. I'll take my hands off you and leave." Cullen’sfingers tightened in his hair. He sucked in a breath as Leviathan rubbed him harder, pulling his pants down a little further. "But you were upset with me the last time I left. It drove you crazy, remember? Is that what you want? For me to leave you all alone again? After I've already gotten you all worked up?"
"I…" He hesitated, remembering what those days had been like after Leviathan had left, how miserable and painful it had been. The bastard wasn't leaving him much choice.
"Walker wouldn't want you to suffer…" He murmured, taking his hand from Cullen’s pants to draw his shirt off over his head. Cullen’s head spun with darkness, his hands moving too slowly to push him away. He tensed when Leviathan tugged open his own pants, his cock springing free. He sucked in a harsh breath, shifting uneasily at the size of it. He didn’t have a clue how that thing had fit inside of him, had no idea how Leviathan had not torn him wide open.
Leviathan grabbed him by the legs and gave his hips a slow pump forward, making his erection rub against his. He shivered at the feel of it, at the sight of it resting on him so heavily… "If he knew,” Leviathan murmured, shifting his hips again, “what it was like to live like us, he would understand…"
"But he doesn't…" He mumbled, trying to stay focused as Leviathan leaned down to kiss his chest, the tip of his tongue gliding along his skin. "He's…waiting…"
"He's not." Leviathan promised softly. "He's not as strong as you think, Cullen. I've been in his head. Once he fears something, he doesn't come back from that. He's scared of you…"
More tears fell to his cheeks even as his cock began tothrob with need. "I hate you."
"Mm-hm," Leviathan murmured, brushing his lips down the side of his stomach. He dipped his tongue into his belly button, making him yelp, and then bit at his hip. Cullen gasped, arching up against him at the pressure. "What can I do to make you like me?"
The question caught Cullen off guard. The way it was worded made it sound as if Leviathan was genuinely asking. But that was just another lie. Whatever he said, Cullen wasn’t dumb enough to think this was anything other than sex. Than obsession.
"You don't care if I like you." He whispered. "You just want to fuck me."
"Can't it be both?" He tugged at Cullen's pants. With a groan of disappointment, he lifted his hips, letting Leviathan pull them off.
"Shut up, Leviathan. I don't care if you fuck me, but don't play with my emotions. There’s no point."
Leviathan tensed, his tongue pausing just above his pubic hair, but he said nothing as he licked at the tip of Cullen’s cock, making him gasp.
"We've got time." Leviathan said after what felt like hours of teasing, wrapping his fingers around him and stroking slowly. "You'll enjoy my company soon enough."
Cullen moaned, grabbing the sheet in his fist as Leviathan’s fingers tightened. He placed his mouth on the tip, swirling his tongue around it, and Cullen moaned again, tipping his head back. How long had it been since he’d had a blow job? He couldn’t remember. He’d stopped asking for them when Walker had said he didn’t like giving them. Cullen had never argued with him about it, though he’d secretly been itching for them since…well, always.
So he couldn’t bring himself to even try to object as Leviathan moved further down onto him, taking him in easily. He didn't pause as he moved deeper, making Cullen whimper as he took all of him in, his nose brushing his pubic hairs.
"Fuck…" Cullen groaned as he felt Leviathan swallow around him. His hand went to his head, his fingers clenching in his hair. Walker had definitely never been able to dothat. Leviathan moved back up, leaving just the tip in his mouth, and then took him in completely again, moaning softly as Cullen bucked his hips and pressed down on his head on instinct. He pulled himself back, licking over the head again, and then put his hand on him again, stroking him quickly as he moved back up to Cullen’s face, kissing him hard. Cullen groaned into his mouth and wrapped an arm around his neck. "Tighter." He gasped, grabbing his wrist.
Leviathan sucked in a breath and tightened his fingers, almost to the point of pain. "Fuck." Cullen hissed as the strokes got faster.
Leviathan licked a slow line up his neck before biting the side of it gently. Cullen moaned, feeling the heat starting to gather in his groin. Leviathan brought his mouth to his again, sinking his tongue into it with a low groan. Cullen tangled his hands in his hair, pulling him harder against him. Leviathan snarled softly and bit down on his lip, dragging a sharp cry from him when he broke the skin. Heat curled tighter in his groin, making him gasp and moan, his hips pumping up into his hand.
“Good boy,” Leviathan whispered against his jaw. Cullen trembled, something tingling in his chest and stomach at the words. “Cum for me.”
He shuddered hard, his body arching off the bed as he came undone. Leviathan slammed his mouth down on his,swallowing his weak moan as he calmed down. When he broke the kiss again, leaving Cullen breathless and dizzy, he brought his fingers up to his mouth and pressed them in. Cullen blushed when he realized he could taste himself on them.
“Suck,” Leviathan whispered, looking a bit dazed.
Culled blushed, but closed his eyes and began to clean the cum from his fingers with his tongue. Leviathan licked at his own lips, his eyes glazing over, and then pressed his fingers deeper. Cullen gagged on them, his hands flying to Leviathan’s sides to push him away.
To his surprise, Leviathan responded to the touch, pulling his fingers out of him and lowering his hand down his body. Cullen drew his legs up further, opening himself for him despite the shame that came with the movement.
Leviathan’s fingers found his opening quickly, and his fingers began to tease the spot, making him gasp and squirm. After a hesitant moment, he reached down to take Leviathan’s erection into his hand, stroking it slowly. His hand couldn’t even fit around the damn thing.
“How am I supposed to prepare you if you keep doing that?” Leviathan demanded quietly, pressing a quick finger into him. Cullen gasped and arched into the touch, his cock quickly growing hard again.
“S-slow down…” He mumbled, slow trembles beginning to rock through him.
“Shut up.” Leviathan whispered back, adding two more fingers. He pressed them in deep and Cullen gasped, his hips bucking and his hand sliding away from his cock.
“That’s too much…” Leviathan began to pump his fingers in and out of him, his other hand pressing flat to his stomach to hold him still. “Wait…” He exhaled harshly and reached for his wrist. “Wait–”
Leviathan only sped his movements, fucking him with his fingers until Cullen was a whimpering mess under him, his hands clutching at his wrist to stop him. It was much rougher than anything Walker had ever done to him. He didn’t want to admit to himself which he liked better.
