Which was why I was sitting my black ass up here waiting for her. I thought we’d agreed that I’d take her to campus so she could get what she needed, however, that shit must’ve slippedher mind. Classes had just started last week and with her first finals game tomorrow, Pen was under stress.
Me:Yeah.
Putting my truck in gear, I left the parking lot and headed back towards my office. Since Pen wanted to be on bullshit, I decided to go back to work and finish some paperwork. Maybe I’d go home tonight, too, instead of crashing at her place. My place was being neglected for being up under her so fucking much.
Mrs.:You mad at me?
Me:Nah. Just be safe.
Mrs.:Ok. I’ll call you when I leave.
I didn’t even reply. Lately, it seemed like I was around Pen just for her to treat me like I wasn’t there. If I wasn’t dealing with her attitude, then I was dealing with her silence. She didn’t understand how, had she been any other woman, I wouldn’t have given a fuck about her feelings or anything. I wouldn’t have been concerned about her acting a certain way, but here I was, friends with a woman that I wanted as my woman. Pen had a forcefield around her ass that I couldn’t penetrate. No matter how decent I treated her, she still found a way to makemefeel like shit for something I didn’t even do.
Again, I was back to feeling like she had my head fucked up. She hadmefucked up. One thing I wasn’t about to let her do was have me out here looking stupid as fuck. I wasn’t that nigga to be looking any type of way other than on my shit. Pen had me off my game for a minute. If she continued fucking me over, I was going to have to fall back.
CHAPTER 5
NAOMI
Reaching over, I grabbed the bell that Brianna dropped off at Sin’s house for me and let it sound off throughout the house.
Since everything happened, he had damn near moved me all the way in. Sin wasn’t trying to let me out of his sight and to be honest, I didn’t want to be at my place. Knowing that he was right there with me, waiting and willing to make sure not just me but our baby was ok, gave me a little piece of comfort. Just a little piece because I still had my fears that I couldn’t seem to shake.
For the past two weeks, I’d dreamed about getting the news of us conceiving, finding out the gender, then suddenly it all would be snatched away from us. I hadn’t told Sin but the dreams had me on edge. I pretended to be sick just so I wouldn’t have to get out of the bed. The truth is, I was worried about moving around, eating something too spicy, or even sneezing too hard and something abruptly happened to our baby. With me not knowing what caused the other miscarriages, I’d rather be safe than sorry.
Our bed was my safe haven. Sin got so upset when it’ was time for bed, and he came in and I was surrounded by a mountain of pillows. That’s the only way I could’ve guaranteed myself that I wouldn’t roll over on my stomach to rattle our baby.
Movies had become by favorite past time, especially when I was home alone. The only thing that had really gotten to me with all of this, is me not being able to play ball. It was the championship, and my teammates needed me. My sister was the main one who needed to feel me on the court with her. She could hold her own alone, but it’s something about us together that brought the best out of each other. The first game, I cried all damn night because I wasn’t there. Sin wouldn’t even let me watch it because I was stressing out every time they called the wrong play.
Picking up the bell again, I shook it harder to make sure Sin heard it.
“Yes, Your Majesty?”
“Baby, don’t do that. Am I getting on your nerves?”
“Not really.”
My mouth dropped open when he said that. “Sin, what do you mean not really? ‘Cause to me, that’s an almost, just a little bit but not much type of response.”
“You know you aren’t getting on my nerves just like you know you can get out of this bed. The doctor did not put you on bedrest.”
“He didn’t tell me to be up and moving around either, so I took that as me needing to rest.”
Shaking his head, he walked into the room and took a seat at the foot of the bed. Picking up my feet, he placed them across his lap before he started massaging them one at a time.
“Hmm, that feels soooo good,” I moaned as my entire body relaxed under his touch, and I allowed my body to fall back on the pillows. Once I felt his mouth take in my toes, my eyes popped open.
“Baby,” I hissed out between the kisses he was planting on my legs. “The baby,” I managed to get out. “We… we can’t.”
The growl that escaped Sin’s lips was a warning for me not to stop him. “Just relax and stop trying to be in control. I won’t hurt you, and I damn sholl won’t hurt my lil’ baby.”
Exhaling, I shut my mouth and allowed my man to do whatever he pleased. The wetness between my legs flowed heavy every time his lips touched my inner thighs. Spreading them open more, he caressed my ass while lifting my ass on top of his hands. Like a serving dish, I laid there ready to be devoured.
“Fuuuck!” I let out as he latched onto my clit like a hungry Pitbull. His tongue gave my pussy a therapeutic massage that I'd been desperately needing. I felt him sucking the stress and worry out of me.
“You taste so good, Baby. Fuck, I’ve missed you.”
“Shiit, I’ve missed you, too.” When I felt myself getting ready to cum, my legs clamped around him more to make sure he didn’t move away from that spot. “Baaby, I’m cumin’. Fuuuck!”
