“Viktor thinks I’m a corpse in an empty coffin. He has no reason to think I was smart enough to keep that secret.” I glance at the rearview. No headlights yet, but the drone is still a speck in the distance. “And even if he suspects I’m alive, he thinks I’m a spoiled prince who doesn't know how to read a land deed. I found it when I was fourteen. I kept it as leverage. In case I ever needed to run from him.”
“You’ve been planning your defection for half your life.”
“I’ve been planning my survival since the first time he hit me with that belt.”
The road begins to climb. The Niva’s engine screams as it labors against the incline, the air growing thinner and colder. The farmland is gone, replaced by dense pine forests and jagged rock outcroppings.
“The cabin,” Alexei says, his eyelids drooping as the adrenaline begins to fade. “What is the status of its supplies?”
“The records mentioned a three-month buffer. Food. Water filtration. Medical gear. Long-wave radio. It’s off-grid. No power lines, no satellite pings. If we can get there, we disappear for real.”
I push the Niva harder. We hit a patch of deep slush, the tires digging in, throwing gray spray against the underside of the car. We are climbing toward the tree line. If we reach the canopy before the ground teams arrive, the drone’s thermal sensors will be useless against the thick pines.
Beside me, Alexei is losing the fight with the morphine. He’s fighting it with a desperation that is painful to watch—his fingers clawing at the vinyl of the seat, his jaw tight.
“Sleep,” I say. “I can find it.”
“You... need a navigator. The mountain passes are...”
“I found it when I was a kid with a stolen map, Alexei. I can find it now.” I reach over and squeeze his hand. His fingers are icy. “Trust me.”
He looks at me for a long moment. It’s the look of a man who has never been allowed to let go of the wheel. Then, slowly, his fingers close around mine.
“I trust you,” he whispers.
The words are a confession. They mean more than the codes, more than the sex, more than the blood. They are the final surrender.
His eyes close. His breathing levels out into the deep, heavy rhythm of a drugged sleep.
I drive.
The mountains swallow us. The road narrows until the branches of the pines scrape against the sides of the Lada like fingernails on a coffin. I drive through the gray light, through the falling snow that starts to coat the windshield. I check the mirrors every minute. Nothing follows us into the heights.
I look at the man beside me.
He is slumped against the door, his face slack, the Monster gone. He looks like a person. Just a person.
I am no longer the asset waiting to be processed. I am no longer the captive waiting for the sound of footsteps in the hall.
I am the one holding the steering wheel. I am the one guarding the sleep of the man who unmade me.
I am saving him.
The irony is a warm weight in my chest. For three weeks, I survived because he chose to keep me alive. Now, I am returnining the favor.
The road turns into a track of deep, white snow. The Lada's tires bite, the four-wheel drive engaging with a mechanical thud. We are heading into a world where no one knows our names.
I don't know what happens when we reach the end of the road. I don't know if there is a version of us that survives the winter.
But I know that I am no longer afraid of the dark.
I drive toward the peak, and I don't look back at the city.
Chapter Twenty-Four
ALEXEI
I waketo the scent of burning pine and the dry heat of a stone hearth.
