Page 50 of Bleed for Me


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"Rocco has preferences about your body armor."

"Rocco has preferences about everything that pertains to my continued existence. He would prefer I stay in the panic room."

He picks up a black jacket from the back of the chair—not a suit jacket, a field jacket, nylon, nondescript—and pulls it on over the vest. The weapon disappears. The vest disappears. What's left is a man who could pass for anyone on any street in the city. The transformation from penthouse prince to operational asset is so complete that something in my chest recalibrates without my permission.

He looks dangerous. Not my kind of dangerous—the loud, visible, knuckle-and-bone kind that announces itself with broken noses and blood on concrete. His kind. The kind that sits in a room full of people and none of them know the quietest man at the table is the most lethal.

My kind of dangerous breaks doors.

His kind picks the lock and walks through while you're still sleeping.

"Ready?" he asks.

"Yeah."

We take a car from the building's secondary garage—a grey Volvo sedan with tinted windows and plates registered to a holding company three layers deep from the Falcone name. Alessandro's idea. Everything operational is Alessandro's idea, and the fact that I'm ceding tactical planning to a man I pinned against a glass wall five days ago is a cognitive dissonance I'm choosing not to examine.

I drive. The streets thin out as we head south, the high-rises giving way to low-rise industrial blocks and chain-link lots. The city changes texture here. It becomes grittier, darker. The streetlights are yellow sodium vapor, casting long, sickly shadows.

Alessandro is in the passenger seat, the phone with the decoded message in his hand, a map of the industrial district pulled up on a tablet balanced on his knee. He is focused, efficient.

"Tell me about the Mossad consultant," I say.

The request lands in the car like a stone in still water.

He doesn't look up from the tablet. His finger traces a route on the screen.

"His name was Yosef. My father retained him when I was fourteen."

"Why?"

"Because there was an attempt on my life."

The sentence is delivered with the same tonal neutrality he uses for financial projections and operational parameters. No emphasis. No weight. A fact presented for evaluation, stripped of the emotional cargo it should be carrying.

"At fourteen."

"A rival family—not yours, the Morettis before the truce—sent a man into my school. He posed as a substitute teacher for three weeks. History. He was charming. He built rapport with the administrative staff. Learned my schedule, my route to the car, the gap in the security rotation between the school gate and the pickup point." A pause. His thumb scrolls the map, adjusting the scale. "He made his attempt on a Tuesday afternoon. He had a knife. A serrated hunting knife. Rocco wasn't there—he was in juvenile detention for the first time—and the driver panicked. I was alone in a parking lot with a man twice my size who had been studying me for twenty-one days."

My hands tighten on the wheel. The leather groans under my grip. I picture it—Alessandro at fourteen. Small. Intellectual. Alone.

"What happened?"

"I ran. Poorly. He caught me." Another pause. Briefer. "He cut me before the secondary security detail arrived. Across the ribs. Shallow. The scar healed clean." His voice hasn't changed register, but there's something in the precision of his language—the careful, clinical framing—that I recognize. I use the same technique. Different words, same function: describe the violence in mechanical terms so you don't have to feel it. "My father decided that running poorly was unacceptable. Yosef arrived the following month."

"And taught you to kill."

"Yosef taught me to survive. The killing is a subset." He looks up from the tablet. Meets my eyes in the rearview mirror, then turns to face me directly. The city light moves across his features, highlighting the sharp angles, the cold beauty. "My father's logic was simple. Rocco was the hammer, but hammers can be taken away—imprisoned, injured, killed. He needed at least one son who could protect himself without external assets. So he took the soft one and made him sharp."

"The soft one."

"I was fourteen. I liked opera and financial theory and I had never thrown a punch. In my father's world, that constituted softness." Something flickers at the edge of his mouth—not a smile, but the memory of one, long dead. "Yosef cured me of it in eighteen months. Krav Maga. Defensive driving. Ballistics. Psychological profiling. By the time I was sixteen, I could disassemble a Glock blindfolded and recite the tax code."

The words land in a place I understand. A place deep in the marrow.

My father's method was different—no Mossad consultant, no structured training, just a backyard and a heavy bag and a man who told his ten-year-old son that the world would eat him alive if he couldn't eat it first. Different packaging. Same message:You are not allowed to be soft. Softness will get you killed. So we will burn it out of you, and what's left will be hard enough to survive.

"My da handed me a hurley stick when I was ten," I say. The words come out before the filter catches them—unprompted, unplanned, a confession that slips through the gap the way waterfinds a crack. "Not for hurling. For hitting. He stood me in the garden and told me to swing at a fencepost until I couldn't lift my arms. He watched from the porch with a cigarette. When I cried because my hands were blistered and bleeding, he made me swing more. He said the tears were weakness leaving the body."