Like he knows he has me on the ropes, Neo wiggles around until he’s burrowed under the sheets. “It’s really cold in here. Good thing you have really warm covers, and you’re like a heater too. Would be better if you snuggled up to me though.”
“You’re not staying in here again.” My voice is weaker than it should be.
“Yeah, I think I am. I’m really here to give you a blow job. You know, in repayment for saving my ass from Candace’s big, bad, scary lawyers, but you haven’t seemed interested.”
“Because I don’t need a blow job.”
“Yeah, whatever. You wanna fuck me, then?”
I blink at him and then rub at my eyes. When I look at him once more, he’s still there. This isn’t a dream.
“I’m not fucking you either. You can go back to your room and take your clothes with you.”
He turns onto his side, nuzzling deeper under the blanket.
I count to ten in my head before speaking. “Neo.”
“Wylder,” he says, only his eyes peeking out now. “I know I’ve said this before, but you look really hot with those glasses on. I meant it when I said that you have to wear them on our date.”
“I’m not doing either. The Firm has decided not to grant your request.”
I don’t need to see his lips to know he’s smirking. “Yeah, all right. Wake me up when you want that blow job, or to fuck me. I’m wearing a plug. I’m lubed up and stretched out. You can just take it out and slip right in…”
He lets out a long yawn and then promptly falls asleep.
I stare at him for so long my eyes ache.
Take him. Take him.
I can’t, I grumble back. I stare at the door to my bedroom, telling myself that I have many other rooms to choose from. I can just get up and leave, find somewhere else to sleep tonight, but I don’t move.
I can’t. I haven’t moved the last few nights he’s snuck in here.
My monster sighs in relief, and I fist the sheets. Neo is far too close, even in this large bed, and he seems to be wiggling closer.
He’s wearing a plug. I could pull it out of him and then push my way into that tight hole. Just like in my dreams.
I close my eyes and turn my head away, my knuckles cracking as I dig my fingers into my palms.
Then I slump down under the covers and force myself not to move. I pull off my glasses and fumble around until I know they’re on the table, and then peek one eye open and send a message to the helicopter pilot.
Just in case I change my mind about The Firm granting his request.
Just to be on standby.
Then I let myself sink down even farther, trying not to breathe too deeply, not to let my senses become overwhelmed by him. But it’s hard when he’s rustling around next to me, his bubblegum scent almost intoxicating.
My cock is hard as the moon sits high in the sky outside my window.
Knowing he’s naked just inches from me, that he’s prepped and ready…
I don’t fuck men. I’ve never wanted to, but for some reason, the thought of making him whimper and whine beneath me is appealing.
I quite enjoyed the blow job.
Yes, you did. Take it again. He offered. It would only be polite.
My monster is full of logic and reason tonight. I turn on my side, facing away from Neo, hearing his subtle breathing, and I force myself to meditate.
