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He worked her through every aftershock. Relentless. Thorough. Until her thighs were shaking and her fingers had gone slack in his hair, and she had to pull him up her body by the shoulders because she needed him inside her, now.

She turned onto her side and pushed him onto his back.

“Lie down. Here,” she ordered.

He went — surprised, she thought, or choosing to be surprised, which amounted to the same thing.

She swung her leg over his hips and settled her weight onto him, and watched his eyes go fully luminous, the ice-blue flooding with light until they burned like pale stars in his obsidian face.

“You’ve been sitting in my chair for weeks,” she said. Her voice came out low, steady, and certain. She reached for his belt. “Letting me look at you.” She worked it open. “My turn.”

A growl built in his chest. Low, sustained, the resonant bass of it traveling through his sternum and into her thighs where they bracketed his hips, and the vibration moved through her like a current — up through her core, her spine, the back of her teeth — and she gasped and gripped his chest harder because it didn’t stop. He watched her feel it with those burning eyes, and the growl deepened.

“You’re doing that on purpose,” she managed.

“Yes.” Rough. Unrepentant.

Her hands found the buttons of his shirt and worked them open with fingers that shook, not from fear but from the fury of wanting something this much for this long without admitting it. The fabric parted. Obsidian skin stretched over architecture that would have made Michelangelo weep—dense, carved muscle that shifted under her palms like tectonic plates. She spread her fingers across his chest and felt his heart slamming against herhand, and the violence of that heartbeat told her everything his mask never would.

She got his belt undone. His hands came up to help, and she batted them away. “I said my turn.”

His hands dropped to the chaise. The muscles in his forearms corded with the effort of holding still, his claws extending slightly from his fingertips and puncturing the paint-spattered linen. He was letting her. Choosing to let her take him apart the way she’d been taking him apart for weeks — with her eyes, with her brushes, with questions that stripped away the surface and found the truth beneath. Now she had her hands.

She learned him the way she learned a subject before she painted them. Thorough. Unhurried. Her palms mapped the architecture of him — the dense plates of muscle across his chest and abdomen, the ridges of old scar tissue she’d glimpsed during sessions but never touched, the way his skin ran hotter than any fever she’d known, heat that poured into her hands and traveled up her arms and settled low in her belly. He was still beneath her except for his breathing, which was losing its steadiness in direct proportion to how carefully she touched him.

She pressed her lips to a scar along his side. Felt his whole body seize.

“Octavia.” Her name in his wrecked voice. A warning. A question.

His expression stripped her bare—desire so raw it looked like anguish, restraint so tight the cords of his neck stood out like bridge cables. She answered by wrapping her hand around the solid length of him. The sound he made had no name in any language. He was velvet-soft against her palm despite the scorching heat of him, the deep blue-black of his skin unbroken, and the size of him sent a complicated message to her nervous system that resolved, after a breath, intoyes. She ran her thumb along the length of one ridge. His hips surged upward, his clawsshredded the linen, and his eyes went so bright she could read her own expression in them.

Hunger. Certainty. No fear at all.

She leaned down and kissed the center of his chest, directly over the battering ram of his heart.

“I’ve got you,” she said. “Let go.”

Something unlocked in him. She felt it — a physical shift, the iron tension beneath her hands releasing by degrees as the man and the beast stopped fighting each other and simply were.

She sank onto him slowly, and her breath left her in pieces. His hands came up and found her hips, huge and careful and no longer pretending at stillness, and the growl in his chest dropped back down to that frequency that lived in her bones.

The ridges. Each one caught and released as she took him deeper, a sensation that built on itself, that dragged helpless sounds from her throat before she’d found her rhythm. The heat of him was extraordinary — that furnace warmth radiating from his skin amplified from the inside, filling her with a heat that spread outward through her hips and into her belly and up her spine. His hands on her hips steadied her, guided without directing, and his eyes never left her face. Watching. Reading her. The same devastating attention he’d given the second portrait, except now it was her he was studying, her face he was memorizing, her expression he was cataloging with focused intensity as ig he intended to learn her by heart.

She moved. He let her set the pace, let her find what she needed, let her use him with the same directness she brought to everything. The growl sustained beneath them both — not aggressive, not predatory, something entirely its own — and the vibration became part of her rhythm, another sensation layered under and through and around the physical until she couldn’t separate the heat of him from the sound of him from the feel ofhim from the burning in her chest that had nothing to do with the body at all.

His thumb found the center of her. Unerring. As if he’d mapped this too.

She shattered the second time with her hands braced on his chest and his name in her throat, and he watched every second of it with those luminous eyes and held her through the aftershocks with a steadiness that made her want to weep. His jaw was locked. His claws had gone fully extended, curved into the chaise on either side of her knees. Control, still. Barely.

She rolled her hips and watched the control crack.

The growl tore free — not sustained now but sharp, fractured — and he sat up with her still in his lap, one arm banding her waist, and the shift in angle drove a cry from her that she felt in her sternum. His mouth found her throat. Her shoulder. The curve of her ear. His fangs grazed skin without breaking it, over and over, a sensation that pulled her apart at the seams.

“Again,” he said against her throat. A command. A plea.

His thumb again. His hips meeting hers in deep, rolling thrusts, each one dragging those ridges through her in a slide of heat and friction that wound the tension impossibly tighter. She was slick around him, the wet sound of their bodies moving together shameless and urgent, and she tilted her hips to take him deeper and felt his breath shatter against her neck.

The third orgasm built from somewhere deeper than the first two — a slow, inexorable pressure that gathered in her core and spread outward as his thrusts grew harder, less controlled, the growl in his chest continuous now and vibrating through every inch of her. She clenched around him and felt him shudder, felt the rhythm stutter and break, and then he buried himself to the hilt and came apart.