Masks and Faces—that was the working title for her new series. Portraits of people caught between their public selves and their private truths. She'd been developing it for a year before the divorce, though she hadn't recognized it at the time. The gallery owner with the perfect smile and the desperate eyes.The street musician whose hands told a different story than his face. She was chasing truth on canvas because she couldn't seem to find it in people, and if that observation belonged on a therapist's couch rather than in an artist's statement, she wasn't paying for that particular insight.
Her mother would have understood. Lorraine Tate, who'd painted watercolors at the kitchen table every Sunday morning until the cancer took her hands first and then the rest of her, when Octavia was fifteen. Her father had stayed, physically, but the essential part of him had gone with Lorraine. He'd moved through the house like a man rehearsing for his own absence, and Octavia had learned to build walls in the silence he left, brick by careful brick, until the architecture of her solitude was so complete she could survive inside it without anyone's help.
Both parents were gone before she'd turned twenty. No siblings. No family to speak of. She'd built connections from the art community—studio mates, gallery friends—but those had thinned during the marriage and frayed during the divorce, and now her emergency contacts list was a fiction.
This is peace.
She sketched the market's upper tier from below—the way the structural beams fanned out like ribs, the light panels casting overlapping shadows that created new geometries on the far wall. Her charcoal moved in long, confident strokes. She didn't think about being alone. She thought about the angle of the light.
Twenty-five years. A quarter century since the sky stopped being a ceiling and became a door.
Octavia paused at the railing of the upper tier, sketchbook balanced on the metal bar, and watched the market below churn with bodies that would have been impossible, inconceivable, the stuff of late-night cable television and conspiracy forums, when she was a child. Thessari with their gill slits and blue-grey skin. Korathi traders, squat and barrel-chested, their fourarms moving independently as they sorted merchandise. A pair of some type of species she hadn’t encountered before—tall, willowy, skin like burnished copper, speaking in a language her implant rendered as pure music with no translatable content.
She’d been ten. Fourth grade. Mrs. Patterson’s class at PS 118, when the principal had come on the intercom with a voice that sounded wrong. Too high, too careful, the vocal equivalent of someone walking on ice. She said parents were coming to pick up students early and everyone should stay calm. Octavia remembered the word “calm” and how it had functioned as its own opposite, the way saying “don’t panic” guaranteed panic. She remembered her mother arriving with her coat buttoned wrong, one side hanging lower than the other, and the car radio tuned to a news broadcast where every anchor sounded just like the principal.
Prince Ja’rynn of Rivia—King Ja’rynn, now—she’d learned his name later, but that first day he was just The Alien, The Visitor. The seven-foot green-scaled proof that humanity’s long argument about whether they were alone in the universe had been settled, permanently and without appeal. He’d come with a story that played like myth: a dying species without enough females, a desperate prince searching the stars for compatible biology. He’d come looking for human females to save his people from extinction, and the world had lost its collective mind for about six months straight.
Octavia remembered her mother painting at the kitchen table the following Sunday, watercolors pooling in the cheap paper’s grain, and saying without looking up: “Well, the neighborhood just got a whole lot bigger.”
Lorraine Tate. Queen of understatement.
The galaxy had cracked open like an egg after that. Trade routes. Diplomatic channels. Translation technology that evolved from clunky government-issued devices to the Riviannanite implant currently humming behind Octavia’s left ear. Twenty-five years of first contacts and cultural collisions and the slow, messy, incomplete work of learning that “people” no longer referred only to humans and was a bigger word than anyone had imagined.
And here she was. Riding the crest of that wave with a bag full of charcoal and nowhere specific to be.
The dock officer stopped her at the junction between the market ring and the transit corridor. Corvathi by the look of him—pale yellow skin, four-fingered hands, a uniform that didn't quite fit. His badge read PORT AUTHORITY, VANTHI STATION in three scripts. The translator’s ocular update made it possible to read.
"Transit pass."
Octavia dug it out. He scanned it, frowned, and scanned it again.
"This was issued on Mereth-4."
"That's where I boarded."
"It's thirty-seven days expired."
Octavia's stomach tightened, but she kept her face neutral. "I was told it was good for sixty."
"A standard transit pass is. Yours is limited, outer-systems visitor class." He held the pass up between two fingers like it was dead. "You need to report to immigration for renewal. Deck 14."
"I'm leaving tomorrow. My ship departs at?—"
"You need to report to immigration." His voice had the flat quality of someone who enjoyed the small power of bureaucracy. "Deck 14. If you're not processed by departure, you don't board."
She looked at him. His eyes were pale green with vertical pupils—Corvathi standard—but they shifted when she held his gaze. A flicker. Not guilt, exactly, but something furtive. A man accustomed to looking away, caught in the uncomfortable experience of being looked at directly.
Octavia reached into her bag. His hand moved toward his belt—a reflex—but she only pulled out her sketchbook.
"Can I draw you while we sort this out?"
He stared. "What?"
"Your face. The bone structure under this light is remarkable—these overheads catch the planes differently than natural spectrum light." She was already flipping to a clean page. "It'll take five minutes. Less, if you stop scowling. More, if you keep scowling—actually, the scowl is better. Keep doing that."
He didn't say yes. He didn't say no. Octavia started drawing.
She worked fast, the way she always did when the subject was reluctant—charcoal moving with authority, laying down the architecture of his face before he could object. The Corvathi skull was angular, all sharp edges and prominent cheekbones, and the dock lighting carved deep shadows beneath his brow ridge. She caught the uniform, the badge, the way his hand rested on his belt. She caught the furtive glint in his eyes—rendered it as a slight asymmetry in the pupils, one drawn fractionally wider than the other, a suggestion of something watchful behind the bureaucratic mask.