Page 254 of Nico


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“Eat,” he says again, quieter.

I laugh weakly. “I knew you couldn’t help yourself.”

I take another bite.

The plastic stick in my pocket feels like a lead weight.

My hand twitches like I’m going to reach for it.

I don’t.

I look up at Nico instead, because if I’m going to do this, I have to do it while he’s looking at me. While I’m not hiding.

“Nico,” I say.

He stills.

“Yeah,” he answers immediately.

My heart bangs once.

Twice.

The words stack up behind my teeth.

I’m pregnant. I’m scared.

I don’t know what you’ll do. I don’t know what I’ll do.

But I don’t say any of it. Because my mouth is dry and my hands are cold, and I can hear my own pulse.

So I grab the only safe piece of truth I can hold without breaking.

“I need to go back to the hospital,” I say.

Nico nods once.

“Okay,” he replies.

Then, like it’s the most obvious thing in the world:

“We’ll go.”

I blink.

“We?” I repeat.

His eyes don’t move.

“We,” he says again.

My throat tightens.

“You don’t have to—” I start.

He cuts it off with a look that isn’t harsh, but it is final.

“You’re not doing this alone,” he says.