You have no insight into my tone of voice.
Kendall
But I’m not sorry, you’re right. I just didn’t think you would take it that far
Me
I’m trying to do what you ask. I’m goingto die though
I lay a palm over my cock. It’s not like I haven’t gone a while without touching myself before, but I’m not lying when I say I can’t stop thinking about her. It’s unbearable.
Kendall
Well it’s your dick. But if you are trying to prove something to me, I think you can wait a little longer
I groan. I know I don’t have to do this, but it feels like some weird atonement thing now.
Me
Alright. I’ll wait.
Me
I’m honestly not sure how much longer I can make it, though
Kendall
poor baby
Me
Again, you don’t sound sorry at all
I fidget on my bed. I don’t know why I’m doing this to myself. If it somehow makes her feel better, I’ll do whatever it takes. I turn to my side, ruthlessly pushing thoughts of sex from my brain.
Me
Tell me about the charity you were talking about at work the other day. The Appalachian one
Kendall
You heard that conversation? Also, that was some transition just now. You okay?
Me
No, but I will be.
Kendall
Ha!
Kendall
As for the charities, there are several I like. The one I was talking about works toward combating illiteracy and hunger
Me
send me the link
