“You were phenomenal.”
“Thank you.” He smiles. “It was for you.”
“I know.” I take a step closer. “I want to fuck you so bad.”
“And you will.” He rubs his hand over my bulge. “But keep it in your pants for a while. I still have to work.”
“I know.”
He sits at his table and applies light makeup while I hover behind him like a needy puppy.
“I’m gonna marry you one day,” I blurt out, realizing I said the thought out loud as soon as it hit me.
Colson pauses, holding a brush over his cheek. “Is that a proposal?”
“Do you want it to be?”
He continues adding makeup to his face, definitely making me sweat it out. Maybe he wouldn’t want that kind of commitment. I never thought I did, but all of a sudden I can’t think of anything better.
“You can do better than that,” he finally says.
“I can, yeah. Do you want me to?”
He turns to face me, his cheeks flushed and eyes bright. “Yes.”
I drop to my knees in front of him and lean in for a kiss. When our lips touch, everything in my life that never madesense, never felt right, slots into place. It was all for this. To meet this man. To love him.
“Fuck, I love you so much,” I whisper against his lips.
“I love you, Specter. So much.”
I kiss him again before forcing myself back to my feet.
“I appreciate how you handled yourself out there when I was talking to the drummer.”
“Eh, I was a little triggered, but I was more turned on knowing he wanted you and couldn’t have you.”
Colson nods, adding some gloss to his lips. “He offered me the prize of being able to tell my friends I fucked a rock star.” He snorts. “Even if I wasn’t with you, he would never get a piece of me.”
“Why? He’s good looking enough.”
“He’s okay, but honestly, who wants to be another notch on a bedpost like his? I doubt he’s even a good lover. He doesn’t have to be. He can ride on his reputation alone. That’s a hard pass for me. I’ve never been into celebrities.”
“That doesn’t surprise me. You know your worth.”
“I do.” He turns to face me. “You deserve me.”
I nod as a new sensation floods my body. What the fuck is that? Is it… Fuck, I think I actually believe him.
“I’ll never stop working to make you as happy as possible.”
“I know.” Colson stands, walking over to me and pressing our chests together. “I hope you’re not planning to get any sleep tonight.” He drags his finger down my chest. “I can’t wait to climb onto your dick.”
“Mm. I wanted to come back here and fuck you with all that oil on you earlier.”
He laughs softly. “Scandalous.”
Nodding, I search his pretty hazel eyes. “I’ll go out front now, before I get you fired.”
