Page 40 of Mortal Remains


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August breaks the third anchor.

The rift collapses.

Reality folds inward, the tear sealing shut, the green haze evaporating, and August is thrown forward through a threshold that no longer exists. He hits the platform on his hands and knees, gasping, the concrete rough and real beneath his palms. The air is cold. The death energy is dissipating. The rift is gone.

He tries to stand. His arms buckle.

The corruption is everywhere. He can feel it in his face, his chest, his lungs, thick and dark and all-consuming, the worst it's ever been. The reserve is gone. Vale's warmth is gone. There's nothing left to hold back the tide, and August can feel his body shutting down with the dispassionate certainty of a machine running out of power. His vision is going dark. His heartbeat is slowing. The pain has moved past pain into something else, a numbness, a gravity that is pulling him down.

"August—"

Vale's voice. Close. Getting closer. The sound of a sword clattering to the ground, of boots on concrete, of someone crossing a distance with a speed that borders on desperation.

Hands.

Vale's hands find him, one gripping his arm, the other sliding behind his back, and the contact ignites between them. The holy magic floods into August with a force that makes his whole body arch, a rush of warmth so intense it feels like being submerged in sunlight. The corruption recoils. The darkness at the edges of his vision retreats.

August gasps, a raw, wrecked sound that tears out of him from somewhere primal, and his hands find Vale's coat and hold on.

"I've got you," Vale says, pulling him upright, pulling him close. His voice is rough with something that isn't composure. "I've got you, August."

Vale's arms wrap around him, one hand pressing flat against his back beneath his jacket, skin to skin, and the healing deepens. August can feel it spreading from Vale's palm, down his spine, across his ribs, into the frozen core on his sternum. The corruption fights, and Vale's magic pushes back, and August is caught between them, shaking and gasping and gripping the front of Vale's coat with both hands.

"More," August manages. His voice is barely a rasp. "Vale, it's not, it's deep, it's—"

Vale doesn't hesitate. His hand slides beneath August's shirt at the back, palm flat against his spine, and the skin-to-skin contact doubles the effect. The warmth pours into him, not just healing now but something bigger, something that moves through both of them, a current that's been waiting to be completed. August feels it in his blood, in his bones, in the marrow. Feels the corruption yielding, not just retreating but loosening, its grip on his organs weakening in ways it never has before.

His forehead drops against Vale's shoulder. He's shaking. He can't stop shaking. The relief is so total, so overwhelming, that it's indistinguishable from falling apart. Every breath is a shudder. Every heartbeat is a reminder that he's alive, that he's warm, that Vale's hands are on his skin and the pain is receding and he is, against all odds, still here.

Vale's other hand moves to his stomach. Slides beneath the hem of his shirt, palm settling against the bare skin of August's abdomen, and the corruption there yields with a sigh that August feels echo through his whole body. Vale's hand is impossibly warm, callused, broad, gentle in a way that makes something behind August's ribs crack wide open, and he pressesit flat and spreads his fingers, chasing the darkness, pouring warmth into the space between August's hips.

August makes a sound he's never made before. A small, broken, desperate thing that isn't pain and isn't relief. It's want. Pure, undisguised, stripped of every defense he's ever built. It come from the core of him, from the wreckage of every wall, from the place where a dying man has finally stopped pretending he doesn't need this, doesn't crave this, doesn't want these hands on him for reasons that have nothing to do with healing.

He lifts his head from Vale's shoulder.

Vale is already looking at him. This close, August can see everything, the amber of his irises, the faint scar along his jaw, the way his pupils have blown wide and dark. Vale's breathing isn't steady. His hands aren't steady. The control that August has watched him maintain through three days of escalating intimacy is fracturing visibly, cracking along lines that have been forming since the subway, since the warehouse, since the library chair at two in the morning.

August looks at him with everything he has. No walls. No defenses. No careful, practiced blankness to hide behind. Just want, raw and terrified and undeniable, written across his face as clearly as the corruption that's fading under Vale's hands.

You're going to break me.He'd said it as a warning. As a prediction. He hadn't realized it was already too late.

Vale's eyes drop to August's mouth. And August watches it happen, watches three hundred years of discipline lose the war against whatever this is, in the space between one heartbeat and the next.

Vale kisses him.

It's not tentative. Not careful. Not the gentle, questioning first contact August might have imagined in the rare moments he let himself imagine anything at all. Vale's mouth covers his with the certainty of an answer to a question August has been asking withhis whole body for days, and the moment their lips meet, the power between them detonates.

Holy magic and death magic surge through the point of contact, not opposing, not canceling, but fusing. A rush of energy so intense that the air around them vibrates with it, that the residual death energy on the platform evaporates in a wave of radiant warmth, that the emergency lights flare and pop and plunge them into a darkness that neither of them notices because the light is coming from them. From where their mouths meet. From where Vale's hands press against August's skin. From everywhere they touch.

August kisses him back.

There's nothing careful about it. Years of isolation, of touch-starvation, of holding himself together because there was no one to fall apart with, all of it fractures at once and August pours the wreckage into Vale's mouth. His hands fist in Vale's coat, dragging him closer, and the sound Vale makes against his lips, low, rough, wrecked, is the most devastating thing August has ever heard. He kisses Vale with the desperate focus of a man who has been dying and has just been given a reason to live.

Vale's arms tighten around him. His hand spreads wider against August's stomach, fingers pressing into the skin, and August arches into the touch with a gasp that Vale swallows. The corruption that's left, the stubborn remnants clinging to August's sternum, his lungs, the deep places that touch alone hasn't reached, yields. Simply gives up. Lets go under the combined force of holy and death magic working in tandem, in harmony, in a fusion that shouldn't be possible and is, apparently, the most natural thing in the world.

When they break apart, they're both breathing hard.

August stares at Vale. Vale stares back. The Templar's expression is utterly wrecked, all pretense of composure abandoned, centuries of carefully maintained control shattered,and behind it something so raw and open that August's chest aches with the need to touch it.