Page 22 of Mortal Remains


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A ridiculously attractive man who has made himself at home in August's kitchen and figured out where he keeps the tea. August isn't sure whether to be charmed or alarmed, and the fact that he can't decide is probably an answer in itself.

Vale looks up as August enters, and August hates the way his whole body stiffens in response. He hates the instinct, hates that he can't control it, hates that Vale can probably see it. Fourteen years of survival instincts don't switch off because someone made you tea and unlaced your boots. But Vale's expression softens rather than sharpens, and that's almost worse.

"You're awake." His voice is quieter than August expects. "How do you feel?"

"Better." August moves to the table, feeling out of place in his own home. His hands grip the back of the empty chair. "Did I— how long was I out?"

"It's nearly two in the afternoon." Vale nods toward the chair. "Sit. I made tea."

August's mind runs through the logic automatically, the way it always does, because that's what years of hiding does to a person. It turns every interaction into a threat assessment, every kindness into a potential trap. If Vale meant him harm, thisisn't how he'd go about it. He'd have acted while August was unconscious and helpless, not waited for him to wake up in his own apartment, partially healed and capable of fighting back. He wouldn't have made tea. He wouldn't be sitting here without his coat and his sword, turning the pages of August's research with an expression of genuine focus.

August swallows around the tightness in his throat and sits down at his own kitchen table.

He's hyperaware of how surreal this is. A Templar in his kitchen. Making tea. Reading his research. "You brought me home."

"I said I would." Vale pours tea into the second cup and pushes it across the table. "I wanted to see what you'd discovered and compare it against my own research."

August wraps both hands around the warm cup, letting the heat sink into his fingers. The tea is perfect, strong and slightly bitter, exactly how he makes it for himself. Either Vale looked at the tin and guessed, or he has the same taste. August isn't sure which possibility unsettles him more. One is observant. The other is compatible. Neither is safe.

"And what did you find?" he asks.

"You were right. About everything." Vale taps one of the reports. "The pattern, the timing, the Cabal connection. The Order's been treating these as random attacks. They missed what you saw immediately, that it's coordinated, deliberate, building toward the vault." He pauses. "Your research is exceptional, by the way. For someone working alone with stolen university texts and no institutional support, you've outpaced every analyst in the Order."

August blinks. He wasn't expecting a compliment. He deflects on instinct, because that's what you do when someone says something kind and you don't know what to do with it. "I've hada lot of time to study. Not like I have much else to do besides help spirits."

"About that." Vale sets down his cup and meets August's eyes. "I have questions. About what you do, about the rifts. Would you be willing to answer them?"

August hesitates. Everything Vale learns can be used against him if the Templar changes his mind. After the subway, Vale has seen what August is capable of, the sheer range and power of his death magic, and explaining more is unlikely to make him seem less dangerous. At the root of it, August is a necromancer who has been practicing illegally for years. Transparency could easily become a weapon.

But Vale had August at his mercy last night and brought him home instead of delivering him to the Order. He's stayed through the night, read August's notes, and made him tea. His coat is off. His sword is across the room. August doubts the man needs a weapon to subdue him, those arms could probably do the job on their own, but the gesture matters.

And beneath everything else, August is bone-weary tired of carrying this knowledge alone. Tired of being the only person who understands what he does and why it matters. Tired of having no one to talk to about it who doesn't either flinch or pity him.

"You can ask," he says.

Vale produces a small notebook from his back pocket, battered and well-used, the kind of thing that's been living in the same pair of trousers for years, and turns to a blank page. He picks up a pen he's apparently found somewhere in August's chaos, which means he went rummaging, which means he's been through August's drawers. August decides not to think about that.

"Walk me through what you do," Vale says. "The process of helping a spirit pass. What it is and how it's different from what most people think necromancy looks like."

August leans back, organizing his thoughts. He's never explained this to anyone who wasn't already sympathetic. Sidney knows the broad strokes. His parents had understood the way that parents understand things their children do that terrify them, with love and worry and not quite enough information. But no one has ever asked him to explain it in detail, to walk them through it step by step, as though it's a discipline worth studying rather than a crime worth punishing.

"Most people think necromancy is about controlling the dead. Binding them, raising them, using them as tools. And it can be, that's what makes it dangerous. But that's not what it was for, originally. True necromancy is about understanding death. Communicating with it. Guiding it."

Vale doesn't look up from his notes. "Go on."

"When someone dies traumatically, or with unfinished business, their spirit can get stuck. Caught between life and death, existing in neither world fully. They suffer for it." August wraps both hands around his cup. "I can sense them. Feel their distress. And I can talk to them, help them understand what happened, help them accept it, help them let go."

"How?"

"Death magic creates a connection. It lets me exist partially in their world while staying anchored in mine. I can see them, hear them, touch them, metaphysically. And because I'm using death magic, they recognize me as someone who belongs to that threshold. Someone who can help them rather than someone who's come to force them."

"And even this passive form still costs you."

"Yes." August looks down at his hands, at the faint grey lines. "Death magic isn't meant for the living. Every time I use it, I pull death into myself. It accumulates. Eventually, it kills you."

"How long have you been practicing?"

"Fourteen years. Since I was twelve." August manages a thin smile. "My cat died. I was devastated. I somehow brought him back without knowing what I was doing. For about ten minutes I had my cat again, but he was wrong. Dead eyes. No personality. Just a shell moving around on muscle memory. I figured out how to release him, and I swore I'd never use that power again."