And fuck, what if she finds out I’m @LuvPounder? Then I will really have only fans, never love.
“You’ve watched my dick online?”
Sire huffs out, “Man, please. I changed your fucking diapers. I busted you jerking off at twelve, and watched you make a woman squirt like a fountain at twenty-two. Your trained dick has no shame with me. In fact, I’m impressed. I mean, I got stamina, but how do you jizz that much? And damn, that far? Can you really shoot it into your mouth?”
My eyes roll. “Practice. Kegels. Foreplay. And you let it build. And, yes, I can taste it. Anyway… back to Alena.”
“Look.” Sire sighs. “You’re adults. She assumes you’ve had sex before, and you can just tell her it was with an older woman who taught you how to do it right. Lucky, Alena; she’ll reap the benefits.” He puzzles. “Besides, she’s had sex too.Right? Fuck knows with who because Nash will kill him, but Alena will understand.”
“I don’t want to think about it,” I mutter, feeling sick.
“We can’t all have virgins, man.”
Sire’s joking. He’s into sex so raw, it’s XXXX-rated. He’d scare the hell out of a virgin.
I bang my head again on the window. “I’m lying to Alena about who I am, and if we’re ever together, every breath I take with her will be a lie too.”
“No, it won’t.” Sire gets that tone. “You love her, and it’ll feel more real with her than you’ve ever known.” It’s a peaceful tone. He has a godly way, even though he’s a deadly devil.
“Listen,” he preaches, “love covers a multitude of sins.”
“Shit. You quoting the Bible again?”
“Yeah, and quoting real life. All anyone needs is love. Love that understands. That’s how you feel about Alena, right?”
“Yeah.” I sigh heavily. “Sometimes, she’s all I understand.”
Like my brothers, I’ve found my calling: to protect Alena.
“So, one day,” he predicts, “she’ll find out who you are, and how your greatest sin has been wanting to protect her, and she’ll understand. Trust me; your love will also cover that.”
I glance next door, and if I didn’t know better, I’d swear Alena was just watching me, but she glances back down to the book she’s reading in bed.
“She’s not in love with me,” I mutter, hopelessly in every fucking emotion.
“Not yet.” Sire vows, “And I won’t say a word when she is.”
CHAPTER SIX
LOCH
The outsideof that RV is the swankiest I’ve ever seen. Gleaming and silver, it’s like a penthouse on wheels. If I didn’t know better, I’d guess a rock star had camped overnight in the park.
But I do know better.
I know that Ranger Carter fucker is up to no good.
Alena’s off today, but I picked up an extra shift to build goodwill toward a full-time hire. But it also gives me a chance to follow a hunch.
I know Alena is safe on her own.
Because the real risk to her is right here.
It’s Carter.
Any man who sexually harasses a woman on the job is a piece of shit in all aspects of his life. Guaranteed.
Once Ranger Carter showed his true colors, trying to degrade Alena, I had to see what evil he’s up to.
