And now she was going to die.
Styr embedded his battleaxe in the Dane’s spine, catching Caragh before she could fall.
Thor’s blood, she’d nearly died. Her skin was waxen, but thank the gods, she gasped for air. He lifted her in his arms, while his men aided Ronan and Terence in fighting the enemy.
All around them were the bodies of the fallen, but Styr kept his battleaxe in one hand, holding Caragh with the other arm. Her head slumped against his shoulder, but he continued carrying her toward the waiting boat. One man dared to attack, and Styr slashed his battleaxe with one hand, cutting the man down.
No one will harm her.The need to protect Caragh, to keep her safe, went deeper than his bones.
When he reached the boat, he brought her inside, awaiting her brothers and his men. Not once did he let her out of his arms, and at long last, her eyelids fluttered.
“Caragh,” he murmured. “Are you all right?”
She coughed, and he held her, rubbing her back as she regained awareness.
“Where am I?”
“On board the ship,” he responded. “We’re waiting for your brothers to join us.” Her arms came up around his neck, and when she embraced him, he gripped her hard.
“You came for me,” she whispered. “I thought I was going to die.” She drew back, her dark blue eyes meeting his. “And all I could think was that I never told you.” Her voice was soft, as if holding secrets.
“Never told me what?” But he knew before she said a word. Her heart lay in those eyes, and he saw the offering.
A faltering smile crossed her face. “I’m such a fool, Styr. You made me so angry at Ivar’s house. He could have given me anything. And yet, I let myself fall in love with a man I can’t have.” She touched his cheek, the sadness filling up her countenance. “I’m sorry. But I needed you to know.”
He didn’t know what to say. Her words should have provoked a sense of guilt. Instead, he saw her love for what it was—a gift.
“I know you will return to your wife,” she said. “I know you love her and not me. But when I was about to die, I wished I had said it sooner.”
He lifted her hand to his mouth in a silent kiss. There were no words to tell her that he did care, far more than he should. When he’d watched the Dane trying to kill her, the raw fear had struck him down. He couldn’t let it happen.
“You honor me,” was all he could say.
He kept her in his arms, not revealing his own troubled spirits. Her affection was a kindness he’d never expected, and for a moment, he let himself dream of what his life would have been, had he married a woman like Caragh.
“Will you allow me a boon?” she asked, when she caught sight of her brothers approaching.
He nodded his assent, not questioning what it was. But when her hands moved to either side of his face, he guessed what she wanted. Violet eyes watched him with a longing that stole his breath away. And when she brought his face down to hers, he didn’t stop himself from kissing her back.
She was a beautiful woman, loving and warm-hearted. Yet, he knew this was a kiss goodbye.
He wasn’t prepared for the rush of heat that filled up the empty crevices of his heart. Her tongue touched his, and the kiss shifted from a farewell into a carnal response that staggered him.
Elena’s kisses had been good, but none of them had made him feel such a visceral need. He didn’t understand why Caragh’s touch affected him in such a way, but he didn’t stop it from happening. For it felt right to kiss her, to be with her.
“I’m sorry,” she whispered against his mouth, when she pulled away. “But after what happened this day, I needed you. Just for a moment.”
He saw the looks on the faces of her brothers. They’d seen him kissing Caragh, and Terence’s expression tightened with dissatisfaction. The rest of his men arrived on board the boat, and they, too, eyed him with suspicion.
Ronan gave the orders to pull up the anchor and untie the boat from its moorings. The men took their places at the oars and began to row, while in the distance, the fires burned through the city.
Styr continued rowing alongside the men, and Terence came to sit by him. “We’re bringing you to your ship, Lochlannach. You’ll take your men and go.”
And leave our sister alone, were the unspoken words.
Styr said nothing but only continued to row. Caragh borrowed a cloak from her brothers and took her seat at the side of the boat.
It wasn’t long before he saw the outline of his own vessel. The bronze weathervane marked it as his, and only a few of the Danes remained on board. Styr gave the order for his men to release arrows, and within moments, they recaptured their ship from the enemy.
