God save him from petulant daughters. “Go on. I will see you later.” Without waiting for her to reply, he closed the door. After waiting long enough to be sure that she’d gone, he left the conservatory in search of Amelia.
None of the servants had seen her anywhere, or if they had, they’d refused to say so. When he couldn’t find her, he went to her room, hoping to see her there.
Already he could see that she’d taken down the old brown drapes and let more light into the room. She’d chosen a sage green bedcover, and she’d put away many of the trinkets Katherine had been fond of. The room appeared clean and inviting, though more Spartan than it had once been.
He walked over to her writing desk, where he spied dozens of scraps of paper with lists. Most of them were incomprehensiblenotes like:Shutters? Green drapes or rose?Likely these were her ideas about redecorating the room, which he’d given her leave to change.
When he walked to Amelia’s window, it was then that he spied her outside. She was walking with a basket over one arm, and he realized she’d gone into the gardens, since the basket was overflowing with roses and other blossoms he didn’t recognize.
David stepped upon a crumpled piece of paper, and when he picked it up, he saw another list titledThankful.
A place to live
Enough food to eat
A husband who isn’t a troll
The last one made him smile. A troll? At least she’d admitted that he wasn’t one. But as he read farther down the page, he saw another list titledProblems. First on the list, she’d written Mrs. Menford’s name. Second was Christine.
The thought was sobering, for he’d wanted his wife and daughter to get along. Christine’s earlier complaints were unreasonable, along with her desire for him to wed her governess. Not to mention her overblown ideas about Amelia being cruel. Honestly, did she really believe Amelia would lock her away? The idea was laughable, for his wife was the kindest person he’d met.
But his daughter’s resentment was real, and David didn’t know how to solve the problem.
He turned the scrap of paper over and was startled to see a sketch of a ladies’ undergarment. Amelia had writtenpurple with lacebeside the drawing.
He thought back to the undergarments she’d worn on their wedding night. Sensual and seductive, he’d reveled in touching thesilk against skin. Never before had he seen anything like them, but seeing Amelia bared in such a way had invited him to pleasure her.
He sobered, realizing how different his two wives were. Katherine had enjoyed making love with him, but she’d never been as bold as Amelia. He sensed that his new wife would drive a saint into eternal damnation. She’d tempted him, not only on their wedding night, but also on the journey here.
If he wanted her in his bed, all he had to do was enter her room. He knew that, and yet he was torn by his body’s desires and the illogical desire to remain faithful to Katherine.
David sat down and picked up a pen, writing Amelia a note:I’m glad you don’t think I’m a troll. Then he tucked it among her other papers and stood to leave.
The door swung open and Amelia entered, nearly dropping the basket of flowers when she saw him. “I didn’t realize you were here, my lord.”
“You don’t have to call me that,” he said. “David is fine, remember?”
“Did you need something, David?” she asked, her gaze darting toward the desk. It was as if she suspected he’d read her notes and was embarrassed.
He thought about talking to her about Christine’s ridiculous accusations but decided that she wouldn’t be able to laugh about them yet. Instead, he said, “I wanted to see that you were comfortable in your room. Is everything the way you’d like it?”
She sent him a wry smile. “Not yet. But even so, I don’t think the servants would help me to change it. They’re quite loyal to the first Lady Castledon and were appalled when I took down the drapes.”
He wasn’t surprised, for his household staff preferred to leave everything as it was. Still, they did need to allow Amelia to make a few adjustments. “How would you like them to help you now?”
Amelia shrugged and picked up the fallen basket. She picked up a daisy and snapped off the blossom, tucking it behind one ear. The blossom was a white contrast against her darker blond hair. “I want them to do as I ask without informing me that it’s not the way the former Lady Castledon decorated the house. It’s not a good beginning, David. As Lady of Castledon, they shouldn’t be arguing with me at every turn.” She rested a hand upon his chair. “If they will not carry out their duties, I will hire staff members who will do as I ask.”
Now this made him hesitate. Most of the staff had been at Castledon since he was a young boy. They were as much a part of the estate as anything else, and he couldn’t imagine hiring a different housekeeper or butler. “I will speak to them, if you wish.”
“I won’t allow them to treat me like a brainless miss,” she continued. “I may be young, but I am lady of this household. I cannot keep servants who undermine my decisions.”
He didn’t want her to feel so unwelcome in her own home. “Amelia, you needn’t worry. Let me address the situation and trust that the household will run itself, once you’re accustomed to everything. In the past, Katherine never had to interfere with any of it. You’ll have more freedom to do as you please.”
Her eyes narrowed, and she appeared confused. “Do you mean to say that…your wife allowed the servants to make all of the decisions about the meals and so on? She never voiced her own wishes?”
“She spoke with Mrs. Menford from time to time, but Katherine never cared about the menus or the household. She let them run it as they did when my mother and father were alive.” David had preferred it that way. He saw no sense in changing what wasn’t broken. “And I think you’d be happier not having to concern yourself with it.”
Amelia had fallen quiet. Whether or not he’d made her feel better, he didn’t know. But then she plucked the daisy from her hair and held it out to him. “You should go and change for dinner. Perhaps there will be bread and water if we’re lucky.”
