Page 161 of Fearless


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Billionaire CEO falsely accused.

Grandmother was nearly killed.

Heroic rescue from a burning building.

The public loves a redemption arc, and Nitro, or Damon Blackwell, or whatever combination of identities he’s choosingon any given day, became the hero instead of the villain. Now the villain is clearly Derek, his ‘suicide’ deemed by the public as a clear admission of guilt.

Blackwell Entertainment Group issued a public apology, a carefully worded statement that acknowledged the pain caused by not declaring Nitro’s dual identity while maintaining the company’s integrity. Stock prices dipped, then recovered. Business partners who’d fled in panic slowly crawled back, sheepish and apologetic.

And through it all, Nitro held my hand and rebuilt his life, piece by piece.

Both lives.

Because that’s the thing about the last six months, he’s stopped trying to separate them. Damon Blackwell and Nitro aren’t two different identities anymore. They’re facets of the same man, and he’s finally learned to let them coexist.

I slide out of bed carefully, not wanting to wake him. He’s been working late this week, handling a new acquisition for the company while also managing club business. The fact that he can do both openly now, that his business partners know about the club, has taken a weight off his shoulders I didn’t realize he was carrying.

The house is quiet as I pad downstairs in one of Nitro’s old T-shirts and my sleep shorts. The kitchen still smells faintly of the dinner we cooked last night, Queenie’s recipe for chicken piccata that she insisted on supervising from her chair at the island, critiquing our technique while secretly beaming with pride that we wanted to learn.

Queenie’s suite is on the ground floor, her own private space with a bedroom, sitting room, and bathroom designed for accessibility. We even had a small lift built into the home in case she needed to come upstairs, which she rarely does. But the option is there if she wants it. She’d protested moving in with usat first, insisting she didn’t need so much space, that she was fine at the retirement village once it was rebuilt. But Nitro had been adamant, and honestly, so had I.

We’re a family now.

Unconventional, messy, stitched together from broken pieces, but a family nonetheless.

I start the coffee maker, the familiar gurgle and hiss a comforting soundtrack to my morning thoughts. Six months ago, I was sitting in a hospital room, watching the man I love break apart while his grandmother fought for her life.

Six months ago, I thought we might lose everything.

Now, I’m standing in our kitchen, in our house, listening to Queenie’s soft snores drifting from her room and knowing Nitro is upstairs, safe, whole, and mine.

The coffee finishes brewing, and I pour two cups, adding cream and sugar to mine, leaving Nitro’s black the way he likes it. I’m about to head back upstairs when I hear movement behind me.

“You’re up early, sweetheart.”

I turn to find Queenie shuffling into the kitchen, her walker moving smoothly across the floor. She’s wearing her favorite purple robe, the one Nitro bought her when she first came home from the hospital, and her silver hair is pulled back in a neat bun.

“I could say the same about you,” I reply, moving to help her settle onto one of the island stools. “Coffee?”

“You know me so well.” Her smile is warm, her eyes bright in a way they weren’t six months ago.

The pneumonia nearly killed her. Two weeks on a ventilator, another month of intensive rehabilitation, and physical therapy to rebuild her strength. But Queenie is, as she frequently reminds us,too stubborn to die.

I pour her a cup, add exactly one sugar and a splash of cream, and set it in front of her.

“Thank you, dear.” She wraps her weathered hands around the mug, savoring the warmth. “I heard you two come in late last night.”

“Club meeting ran long,” I explain, settling onto the stool beside her. “Victoria’s baby shower is next week, and apparently, there was a heated debate about whether the decorations should be pink, blue, or gender-neutral.”

Queenie chuckles, the sound raspy but genuine. “I never thought I’d see the day when a motorcycle club argued about baby shower decorations.”

“Victoria has them all wrapped around her finger. Even Koa was taking notes.”

“She’s good for them. Good for Sin.” Queenie sips her coffee thoughtfully. “And you’re good for my boy.”

My chest tightens with emotion. “He’s good for me too.”

“He is. I see it in the way he watches you… like you’re the moment his whole world finally makes sense.”