"Just overwhelmed by the magnitude of it all." I force a smile. "Shall we go? I don't want to keep anyone waiting."
The great hall blazes with light and celebration when I enter, every torch and candle burning bright as stars. The gathered clan turns to watch me walk toward the thrones, their faces bright with joy and anticipation. These people who have welcomed me, protected me, given me a home I never dared dream of.
When Ghazrek sees me, his face lights up with such pure love and pride that my carefully constructed composure nearly cracks. He's magnificent in his ceremonial armor, every inch the warrior king who claimed me and made me his own.
"You look beautiful," he murmurs as I take my place beside him, his voice warm with affection and desire.
"Thank you." The words come out steady despite the chaos in my chest. "You look like a king."
"Your king," he corrects, and the possessive warmth in his voice makes my heart clench.
"Yes," I say quietly, meaning it more than he'll ever know. "Mine."
The ceremony begins with Elder Thrakk's sonorous voice calling for the attention of the clan and the blessing of the ancestors. I go through the motions like an actor playing a role—accepting the crown, speaking the vows, promising to lead with wisdom and protect with strength. The silver circlet settles onto my head lighter than air, yet heavy as the world.
When the ritual portion concludes and we move to the feast, my hands shake so badly I can barely hold my cup. I force myself to eat, and every smile feels like a lie. Around me, the clan celebrates with the infectious joy of people who believe the future holds nothing but promise.
"Are you feeling well?" Ghazrek asks during a lull in the toasts, his orange eyes sharp with concern. "You've barely touched your food."
"Just overwhelmed," I reply, trying to force a reassuring smile. "So many people, so much responsibility. It's a lot to take in."
"You'll grow into it," he assures me, his massive hand covering mine where it rests on the table. "We all did."
His touch is warm, reassuring, a lifeline. I use the brief contact to press the folded note from my sleeve into his palm. My heart pounds against my ribs—a frantic, desperate rhythm.
"Ghazrek," I begin, my voice catching, needing to sell the performance. "I want you to know that these have been the happiest days of my life. Being here, being yours, becoming part of this clan. Whatever happens, I want you to remember that."
His expression shifts, concern sharpening into something that might be alarm. "Vesha, what?—"
"My lord! My lady!" A warrior approaches our table, excitement clear in his voice. "Lord Keval wishes to present his son to the new queen."
The interruption breaks the moment, and I'm almost grateful. I accept the introduction, speak graciously to the young warrior, play my part as queen while the vial in my sleeve grows heavier with each passing moment.
The evening progresses with agonizing slowness. I catch Ghazrek watching me, his warrior instincts clearly picking up on my distress. I need to act soon, before his suspicion grows into action.
When there's finally a lull in the formal toasts, I know my moment has come.
Lavi and Jorik are counting on me.
I stand, my voice cutting through the general conversation like a blade through silk. "I'd like to make a toast."
GHAZREK
Iclose my hand around Vesha’s note, my gaze meeting hers. Her eyes are wide, pleading.Trust me.
Under the cover of the table, I unfold the paper. The script is small, precise.
Envoys have Lavi & Jorik. Eastern watchtower. My drink is a mimic, not poison. I will collapse. Create chaos. They are watching. No warriors. Stealth only. Trust me.
The words seep in, a cold dread that coils in my gut. The pieces slam together—her fear, the missing children, the raid, the envoys' satisfaction. She isn't sacrificing herself. She's running a counter-operation.
Cold fury, sharp and clean, cuts through my confusion. She's brilliant. And she's in terrible danger. I am now an actor in her play.
I watch as she stands abruptly. "I'd like to make a toast," she announces.
The hall falls silent. She commands attention like she was born to it.
"Bring me wine," she commands, and servants scramble to obey.
