It’s hard to thread my semi-rigid dick behind my zipper.
Like it knows it’ll be free soon and doesn’t want to wait.
One thing I did learn tonight, she isn’t ready for Oliver and Biggie to meld into one yet.
Her sharp edge towards me may be softening, but she’s a long way from being able to accept that the person she can barely stand is the same one she’s falling for.
Boyfriend.
She did say the word. An admission that I’ve claimed a piece of her.
I hate it that we’ll have to wait, but she just needs a little more time.
Standing outside of her camper makes it much more real.
Then tugging the bandana up over my nose, it’s as if my own lines blur. I’m both the man she loves and hates in one.
It’s dark inside when I pull the door open and step in. I’m not as nervous this time of being in the wrong place, only of the truth of who I am being discovered.
Humidity from her shower still hangs heavy in the small space.
“Biggie,” she exhales.
No longer a question like last time.
Almost a sigh of relief.
“So—” Fuck. I nearly slip and call her by her real name. “—RQ.”
How damn long can I keep up this charade?
“I only have one question,” I grunt, keeping my voice intentionally low. “Am I kissing you?”
Light reflects off her blinking eyes as I kneel over her, pinning her knees between mine.
My hand lands next to her hip and my other wraps her neck to tilt her chin up.
“Because if I am, you’re coming home with me after this rodeo,” I growl, tilting her mouth tantalizingly close to mine.
The heat of her breath moves through the fabric of my bandana to tease me with her sweet scent.
Her bottom lip trembles, then tucks between her teeth in a slow roll. “I can’t yet.”
I was hoping she’d resist.
I knew she would.
The short length of rope slides easily from my pocket as I grab her wrists.
She lets out a short gasp and begins to jerk away.
But my entire life is knots. I run a lariat more than I breathe.
It’s been every waking moment, and often my dreams.
I could tie her in every way on instinct.
Stretching her arms above her head, I force her backwards and lash her to the bracket of her window.
