Iwas angry.
So angry.
Not only had Victor slipped out from under our hands, but he was also determined to eradicate any peace of mind Zach may have found.
My heart broke watching Zach unravel in real time. It was nothing short of criminal to cause such anguish to someone. To cause someone to cry. To make them feel responsible for someone else’s reprehensible actions. It was evil and that was quite the statement considering the kind of evil I’d witnessed and dealt with in my life.
So I held on to him. I didn’t know what else to do but hold on and kiss him back even though I shouldn’t. Even though I couldn’t let myself get attached. I had to go against all my rules because Zach needed comfort and security, warmth and tenderness after what he’d experienced in Victor’s arms.
And also, I knew if I let go, I’d run out of here and scorch the entire island until I found the beast that had made Zach’s life a living hell.
He tasted just as I imagined he would. Sweet like a cake, and he felt even more amazing. Soft, delicate and precious. It was an honor to be touched, let alone kissed, by him and goosebumps broke out over every inch of my body. I was so overwhelmed by the sensation and the privilege that I didn’t move. I let him lead and the more we stayed connected, the more assertive he became.
He pulled me on top of him and kept me firmly in place while deepening our kiss, if that was possible.
I placed my hands on either side of him, hyper aware of how much bigger than him I was because I didn’t want to hurt him. I didn’t want to harm a hair on his body, not if I could help it. Not ever.
He put his hands on my neck and slid them down my chest, but I barely noticed. Not when there was something big and hard pressed against my crotch. The more we kissed, the more I could feel it throbbing against me and my own cock responded in kind as we ground against each other. And it was at that moment that I came to a realization.
He liked me.
Zach liked me too.
All this time I’d known him, I thought a guy like him would never be interested in me. But the fact we were dry humping on my bed was more than enough proof that I’d been wrong. So pitifully wrong.
Yes, it might be because I was the closest available man that could satisfy him. Yes, it might be because he was hurting and needed comfort, but despite all that he was still kissing me. He was still hard forme.
“Wow,” I sighed, and Zach’s eyes went wide.
His hands had traveled south to my waistband without me noticing, and he pulled them up as if caught red-handed.
“Sorry. Is this okay?” He bit his lip.
“Huh?” I blinked, and it was as if I was coming out of a daze.
Zach glanced down and I followed his gaze to find my pants were undone and my cock was poking through the gap, trying to burst free from my underwear.
“I…I’m sorry. I don’t know why I did this. I…I’m so stupid.”
I looked into his eyes and under normal circumstances this would be the moment I came to my senses, pulled away and put an end to this absurdity.
That was exactly what I should have done. Told him this was wrong and it shouldn’t be repeated. Use my resolve and strength of character and push him away, but…
I was only human. And right now this human wanted the person he’d craved for so long.
I cupped his face and rubbed his cheek with my thumb, gazing into his wonderful brown eyes and kissed him again.
He stared at me for a moment, but a moment or two later he relaxed and reciprocated.
My cock jolted when I felt his hand rub against me and I whimpered. It had been so long since anyone had touched me there that I’d forgotten what it was like. Forgotten that mere contact alone made me weak at the knees.
But I held strong. I focused and kept my composure as he broke me free from my underwear and closed his hand around my girth causing both our temperature to skyrocket.
I collapsed on my side but that didn’t deter him. If anything, it reinvigorated him and he pushed me back against the bed as he made quick work of ridding me off my clothes. When he sat back up and drove his mouth back to mine, I made sure to return the favor by yanking his shirt off him and seconds later we were both lying naked on our sides.
I closed my fist around his cock, and I swallowed a knot as I registered his length. He was rock hard and hot to the touch as I jerked him, causing him to moan in my mouth.
But he didn’t surrender to my touch. He grabbed my cock and lined it up with his, so he stroked us both off. Then he pulled free from our kiss to look at where we pressed together as if we were a work of art.
