“Don't!” Lizzie stopped her, the maidservant's rash act finally wrenching her from her shock. “He'll be fine,” she said more gently, knowing she had to calm the other woman's rising panic. “If you go outside, you will only distract him. We need to stay inside where they can protect us.”
Alys nodded, fear for her husband rendering her temporarily mute.
Lizzie's heart went out to her; she was unable to imagine how difficult it must be to sit and do nothing while outside the man you loved was in danger. “It will be all right,” she said as much to calm Alys as herself.If only Jamie were here.Argyll's guardsmen were well trained, but the MacGregors were reputed for their battle skills. Even her cousin had hired the proscribed warriors at times, before relations between the clans had splintered. But no one could defeat her brother. He was the most feared warrior in the Highlands.
The two women put their faces to the small window, trying to see what was happening, but the smoke from the musket shots was thick, and the fighting seemed to be in front of the carriage, beyond their field of vision.
The noise was deafening, but the most horrible part was imagining, trying to match the sounds with what might be happening. Unfortunately, there was no mistaking the sound of death. It surrounded them like a tomb in their small carriage, closing over them until the air was thick and difficult to breathe.
Alys began to weep softly. Lizzie took her hands and, unable to find words, hummed a song to soothe her. The music worked its magic, and the older woman began to relax.
“Oh, my lady. Even in the midst of hell, you've the voice of an angel,” Alys said, tears glistening in her eyes. The fine lines around her eyes etched deeper.
Lizzie managed a small smile, having always found it ironic herself that the girl with the stammer had been gifted with song. While she was singing, her voice had always been miraculously free of fumbling.
She put her arm around Alys and they huddled together, listening and praying.
Lizzie had never been so terrified. It felt as if every nerve ending, every fiber of her being, were honed to a razor's edge on what was happening. Everything felt as if it were moving too quickly: her mind, her pulse, her breathing. But strangely, at this moment of extreme danger, she'd never felt more alive.
But for how long?
The handle to the door rattled, and she jumped. A menacing face appeared in the window, and her heart lurched forward, slamming into her chest, and then came to a complete stop.
Alys screamed. Lizzie wanted to, but though her mouth was open, the sound wouldn't come out. She couldn't breathe; all she could do was stare at the face in the glass. At the wild man. His hair was long and unkempt, his features hidden beneath the dirt and hair that covered his face. All except for his eyes. They were glaring at her with hatred. It was like looking into the face of a feral animal. A wolf. A beast.
For the first time, it occurred to her what these men might do to them if they were taken. The thought of him touching her … Bile rose at the back of her throat. She would slit her own throat first.
The door started to open. Lizzie grasped the handle from her side and pulled hard, finding an unexpected burst of strength as she engaged in a battle that she was sure to lose. “Help me!” she yelled to Alys.
But before Alys could move to do so, another shot rang out, and the man jerked and froze in a state of momentary suspension. His eyes went wide, then wider, right before his face smacked hard against the glass with a horrible thud. As the dead weight of his body pulled him down, his nose and mouth dragged against the glass, stretching his features into a hideous mask of death.
The muscles she'd been clenching released. Her breathing was hard and quick as air once again tried to get into her lungs. The immediate threat was past, but Lizzie knew it was far from over.
Her heart was still racing, but her mind was oddly clear, focused on one thing: keeping them alive.
That an attacker was able to get so close to them did not bode well for their guardsmen. She looked out the window again, trying not to think about the dead man lying right below them, and weighed their options. They had only two: Stay put or try to hide.
The carriage that had felt safe a few minutes ago now felt like a coffin waiting to be lowered into the ground. It was worth the risk. She turned to Alys. “We need to go.”
“But where?”
“We'll hide in the forest until it is over.”
Alys nodded, too shocked to argue. It was clear to both of them that even without deference to rank, Lizzie had taken charge.
“Are you ready?”
The older woman nodded dumbly.
Lizzie could tell that Alys was hanging on by a very thin thread—ready to slip into panic at any moment. “Stay close and follow me.” She paused. “And whatever you do, don't look.” Tears of understanding swam in Alys's eyes. “Promise me,” Lizzie said more forcefully, taking her shoulders and giving her a hard shake.
“I promise.”
“Good.” Taking a deep breath, she lowered the handle and pushed open the door. When it was wide enough, she poked her head out to get a look around. The acrid smell hit her first—of gunpowder and the unmistakable metallic scent of blood. It filled her nose and burned the back of her throat. She coughed, covering her mouth and nose with her hand against the urge to retch.
Though she wanted to follow her own advice to Alys, Lizzie knew she had to look.
She braced herself, but it wasn't enough to prepare her for the shock of what she saw. Dead men littered the forest floor, strewn in awkward positions. Bellies slit open. Holes torn in chests. Unseeing eyes. Blood.So much blood.
