“Strip.” It’s one fucking word, but it is everything I have been waiting for.
Standing up off the bed, I lose my jeans and boxer briefs in one motion. My cock springs free, slapping against my abs witha thud. I hear her gasp as soon as it is free. Grabbing my T-shirt behind my shoulders and pulled it off with one hand. I am gloriously naked in front of the only woman I ever want to see me this way again.
“Lay back down on the bed, Cal.” She commands. I never thought I’d be into a woman taking control, but fuck, I don’t think I could get any harder.
“Yea, Mistress.” I joke with a smirk. She just stares at me while she waits for me to lie back down on the bed.
The moment I am lying on my back, she pounces. Her mouth wraps around my tip; there is no teasing or foreplay. She is going right for swallowing my length, and you will not hear me complain. Weeks of watching from my window with my cock in my hand are nothing compared to this.
“Holy fuck, Sunflower,” I growl, and I can feel her smirk against my dick.
I can feel my balls draw up into my core, and my spine starts to tingle. My orgasm crests way too quickly. Right before I think I’m going to fill her mouth with my come, she pops off my length with an audible sound.
“Ah, ah, ah. No coming yet.” She scolds me.
An annoyed groan leaves my mouth. Is she trying to kill me? Her gaze meets mine with a wicked grin.
“Oh my baby boy-“ she simpers.
“Okay, enough, Kyra.” I pull away because there is something completely wrong with her right now. “Sit down and tell me what the fuck is going on. I have zero issues fucking you till your voice is hoarse from screaming and you beg for me to stop, but this…whatever this is, is not you?”
The hurt is written all over her face.
“You don’t want me, you just want to fuck.” She plops down on the bed, arms crossed over her bare, naked breasts. Pushing them together so perfectly.
“Sunflower, I always want you. That will never change-“
“You will find someone not broken, someone who can love you in the ways you deserve.” As soon as she finishes her sentence, I slap a hand over her mouth.
CHAPTER 36
KYRA
Callum’s hand slaps over my mouth, cutting off my words. His cedar and apple scent washes over me as I come back to myself. The last several hours were like an out-of-body experience.
Who the fuck was that woman?
”I want you, Sunflower. In a way that I have never once experienced in my life. I will not sit here and continue to defend my feelings to you. I have loved you from the moment that I laid eyes on you.”
“How? You know nothing about me.” I am so confused. This man has claimed to love me since he saw me. Love at first sight is just a fairytale thing.
“Don’t act as if you’ve never seen it happen before. Shit, my brother has been fucking obsessed with Nyx from the minute she ran right into him. The more I have learned about you, the further I fall.”
Plopping down on the bed and placing my head in my hands, I am utterly lost and confused. Why am I so scared? Feeling Cal’s presence coming to stand in front of me. After a moment of me not looking up at him, he kneels in front of me.
“Sunflower.” His voice is soft and worried. “Will you look at me?”
“No.” The word coming out on a sob. I thought I was all out of tears for this man.
“I’m going to go relieve Nyx. I think you need her more than she needs to torture Mike.”
His footsteps are quiet as he leaves me alone in my room. My whole body feels numb. Lying back on the bed, I stare up at the ceiling. Counting the imperfections in the eggshell paint.
Wow, you are really doing this.
That stupid fucking voice always chooses the exact moments I don’t need her to chime in. “Will you shut the fuck up?”
“Sunshine?” Nyx’s voice echoes back to the bedroom, and I shoot up.
