Once more.
I will allow this man into my bed and my body. Then I need to say goodbye. I need to put my foot down and say that this can’t happen again.
“Why can’t I let you go?” My voice cracks, and I know he is going to catch on.
“What do you mean?” Cal pulls out of my neck, where he was leaving love bites that I know I am going to have to look at until they heal.
“Nothing. Don’t mind me. Let’s go to the bed.” I stand up off his lap and grab his hand, leading him behind me.
“Sunflower, wait.” Callum plants his feet and keeps a firm grip on my hand.
“Cal, it’s fine. I just want you to fuck me.” I try to keep walking, but at 6’8”, he is not going anywhere that he doesn’t want to go. So I drop to my knees in front of him.
“Sun-“ Cutting off his words by wrapping my lips around his cock and taking him to the back of my throat in one motion. “Fuuuuuck.”
Cal’s head falls back with that drawn-out curse. Looking up from beneath my lashes, I see his abs flex deliciously. His hands find the back of my head quickly, fisting the blonde locks tightly in his fingers. I reach up and run my nails down his abs, causing a shiver to run through his body.
”Okay…okay. I get it. Sex now, talk later.” Callum pulls me off his dick and up his body. Once I am standing, he lifts me, bridal style, and carries me back to the bed.
He walks like I weigh no more than some groceries he is carrying in the house. My body falls onto the mattress with a bounce, and it only takes him a moment before he has pounced on my body. He throws my knees up over his shoulders, and he dives face-first into my pussy.
“Jesus, Cal.” I cry out. He starts to devour me, like I am the best part of our dinner tonight. With one long arm, he slides it up my body to tweak my nipple between a forefinger and thumb while the other hand slips effortlessly into my dripping core. His fingers curl up like they are trying to meet his tongue through the walls of my pussy, and I scream out my first orgasm of the night.
He continues to lap at my clit through the explosions that are rippling through my body. My voice is already feeling scratchy from crying out. I have a feeling that I will not have a voice after tonight. With that thought, I send up a silent prayer that we are in the guest house and not inside with Nyx and her men.
Why would you willingly give this up?
I shake away the thought before I grasp Cal by his golden locks and tug him up my body, bringing his lips to mine. My body is still on fire with lust and passion. Even though I justgot off. You can feel every ounce of devotion in his kisses, and it melts my walls just a bit.
“Tell me what you want,” Cal whispers after he breaks our kiss.
“You.” It’s the only word I can manage right now.
Callum pulls back and lines himself up with my core. He slides home so perfectly, and I moan at the slight pinch from the stretch. I have never been opposed to a bit of pain with my pleasure. It comes with the territory of being abused, I think. You have to learn to accept it a bit.
“God damn it, you fit me like fucking perfection.” His groan makes me shiver.
His thrusts start slow and shallow, allowing me a few moments to adjust and get into rhythm with him. My hips thrust up as best as I can, using my feet hooked around his low back to give me the leverage I need.
“More.” I moan out, and Cal starts to thrust into me harder.
He leans his head down to the place where my neck meets my collarbone, right as I feel another orgasm start to rip through me. My pleasure gushes out of me, soaking the bed beneath me, and he takes that moment to bite down on my flesh. If we were in a shifter novel, I would think he is biting me to bond me to him. The pain from the bite causes another wave of pleasure to crest over me. I have never been able to come this much during sex, but fuck do I love it.
Callum’s thrusts become erratic, and I feel his warmth fill me. We are both out of breath and sweaty, but I have never felt more comfortable than I do right now. His dick still buried in me, three orgasms have left my body feeling like jello and boneless.
“I swear to god, Sunflower, you are going to kill me one of these days.” He leans down and gives me a quick kiss. “But what a fucking epic way to go.” Cal chuckles before rolling off of me tolie on the bed. Our bodies are still close enough to touch from my shoulder to my foot. I roll to my side and sling my leg over his thigh. Not thinking about the come, I can feel leaking out of me.
He pulls me closer to his body so I can rest my head on his chest. If I could purr, I probably would, as he runs his fingers through my hair so gently. Why do I feel like this could be our life together? We could go to work, maybe even me running my own bookstore, him working with his brother and Dee. Come home to maybe a house built on the lot next door that I know the guys bought recently for no reason other than it was up for sale. To have my best friend next door and the love of my…
Nope.
Stop that thought right there. I cannot go there again. I refuse. I lift up on my elbow, and Callum opens his eyes to look at me.
“What’s up?” He can see the worry on my face, and I feel his heart rate pick up under my palm.
“Cal, we really need to talk.”
CHAPTER 28
