I held out my arms again and he took each one, turning it this way and that as he checked for any serious damage. “How is your wrist?”
I tested it. “Sore, but better.”
“Good. Where else did you wash?”
I could tell by his tone that arguing with him would be futile. Lifting my shirt, I showed him my stomach.
He looked at it, but didn’t tell me I could lower my shirt. Instead, I watched as he slowly raised his hand and skimmed his fingertips along the waistband of my yoga pants, his touch soft on my irritated skin. “Still so beautiful,” he murmured.
My heart skipped a beat, and when it resumed its pace, it started to race. I closed my eyes as I swayed toward him, my lips parting on a surprised breath that I could still feel excitement from his touch.
One of his hands covered mine where it held the bottom of my shirt, and he lifted it higher, exposing the bottoms of my breasts. Leaning in until he was barely an inch from my sensitive skin, his nostrils flared as he breathed me in before he withdrew.
I was surprised at the disappointment that struck me. But then my breath caught when I felt his touch wander over my ribcage and up, up to the full underside of my left breast.
Slowly, he lifted my shirt higher, until I was fully exposed to the cool air all the way up to my collarbone. My nipples puckered with the chill, and I saw and heard his sharp inhale. His fingertips slowly circled one, and then the other.
I felt drunk. My eyes, half closed, were on his mouth. I’d never seen such perfect lips on a man. Not too full. Not too thin. And I wished more than anything that he would lean forward again and take my nipple between his teeth. There was a heavy pull on my womb and a rush of moisture between my legs as I imagined what it would feel like. If I stepped forward just a bit, and he bent his head down, I could make it happen. But I just…I couldn’t.
“Beautiful,” he said again. He had no idea how badly I wanted him to touch me. And how completely terrified I was that he actually would.
I bit back my moan of disappointment when he carefully lowered my T-shirt. “Anywhere else?” he asked. His voice was husky with longing.
I shook my head, not trusting myself to speak.
He suddenly stood up from the bed, forcing me to take a step back. My eyes landed on his chest, all tatted skin and muscle, and I swallowed hard.
“Sera?”
My name was soft on his lips, part question and part plea, and my eyes rose to meet his. His were…hungry. It was the only way I could describe it. I held my ground for only a few seconds more and then I stepped back away from him. “Is the food still warm?”
I felt his eyes on my face, but I couldn’t look at him. “It should be,” he told me after a moment. “If not, I’ll send it back to the kitchen and get more.” Then he waited for me to precede him from the room.
I turned away from him, trying to understand what it was I was feeling. I could identify an attachment to Enzo now that hadn’t been there before that asshole from the club threw me in his trunk. Was it just because he’d rescued me? Or because he was really the only person I had right now? The only other friend I had was Jade, and she thought I was long gone. And for her own safety, I wanted to keep it that way.
“I ordered a bit of everything,” he said as I made a surprised sound when I saw how much he’d ordered. “I wasn’t sure what you liked.”
“Thank you,” I told him. A multitude of trays were lined up just inside the sitting room. They’d even brought in a small, square table and two chairs and set it over by the window. A vase sat in the middle with two red roses, identically bloomed. A coffee cup and a glass sat at each setting.
I picked up my plate to serve myself, but Enzo took it from me with a shake of his head. “Sit down. I’ll get it for you.”
Still shook up from what had just happened in the bedroom, I sat down at the table. I left him the seat where his back would be against the wall, knowing he would just move me if he needed to so he could sit where he could view the entire room. Soldiers were like that. It was ingrained in them from a young age when they were groomed to become the killers they were.
“Coffee? Or juice?”
I blinked, startled from my thoughts. “Both, please. With cream and sugar.”
“I have a doctor coming up to see you in about an hour,” he informed me as he filled my plate.
I didn’t like doctors. I’d seen too many of them in my life. My father would have the status of my virginity confirmed on a weekly basis. “Why? What kind of doctor?”
Setting the full plate of food down in front of me, he briefly met my eyes before he took my coffee cup to fill it. “I want to make sure you’re physically okay, Sera.” He brought my cup back, setting the cream and sugar on the table near me.
I felt my face heat as a wave of embarrassment swept through me and I ducked my head. If there was anything wrong with me now, I didn’t want anyone to see it. The doctor would know what happened to me. He would know how I’d been used…
“Hey.” Enzo lifted my face with a hand cupped around my jaw. “Don’t do that. You have nothing to be ashamed of. None of this was your fault.”
My eyes filled with tears, even though I knew he was right.
