“Let me see you alone tonight? I mean, we’ll catch up with them later anyway.”
“Why? Are you going to break up with me?”
“Seriously? You know I’m never breaking up with you. Not in this lifetime or the next. No, it’s just… you know what your dad said about me being young, you being not as young, and some people are watching us closely.”
“What are you saying, Colt?”
“I want us to fuck.”
“Really?” I swing a look at him, climbing up so I can straddle his legs and cup his face.
He shakes his head enthusiastically. “Yeah.”
“But you… I mean.” I get tongue tied, because while Colt and I have been tentatively exploring our physical side, we haven’t had sex. He’s been busted watching while I had sex with the guys. He’s started inserting himself more into whatever we do, despite the arguments. But it’s definitely never included him in me. “Are you sure?”
“Am I sure?” He barks out laughing. “It’s all I think about.”
I’m at a complete loss for words.
He holds my face so I can’t hide from him. “I want you to take my virginity.”
“There’s no rush. We’ve got forever.”
“Yeah, I get that. But I need my dick in your pussy, Raney. I need it. I can’t fucking think about anything else. Like, literally, all I can think about is doing it. Or how it’s going to feel. Or what your face is going to look like when I do it. My dick fucking hurts even talking about it.”
I drop my hands inside his pants. His eyes are dilated, like glossy ink, and when I wrap my hand around his straining cock, he groans, and a small smile spreads over his face, making his white teeth sparkle.
“See how much I want you?”
Leaning up I kiss him on the edge of his lips, but he pulls back as he keeps pumping his hips, making my hand run up and down his length.
“Fucking hell, you know how to get me going. I’m about to come.”
“At least then you’ll be able to train,” I joke, leaning in to get a better grip.
“I so did not bring you out here to do this.”
“Doesn’t it feel good?”
“Whenever you touch me it feels like I’m going to blow. I already told you how close it was for me when I kissed you in front of your dad, nearly came on the spot,” his hips buck up, “and then talking about putting my dick inside you.”
Colt groans softly, and I can feel how close he is.
“Raney,” he praises, opening his legs wider so I can stroke him faster. “I woke up and you were all I could smell. I had to go rub one off in the shower. I got back from running with a raging hard on, and now I bring you out here to ask you on a date and you end up with your hands in my pants, and I can’t help thinking this is the best fucking morning ever.”
I use one hand to pull his sweats open. And with the extra space I can go faster. My thumb swipes over his leaking head and all of a sudden, I want to put my mouth on him. Before he can argue, I shuffle off his lap and put his cock in my mouth. My tongue swirls around, lapping at the pooling pre-come and his unique taste coats my taste buds, making me moan in appreciation. Colt leans back and both his hands drop to the back of my head and he helps me bob up and down faster and faster. His touch is always so much gentler than Reid’s.
“Yeah, like that. You’re so fucking good at giving head.”
I am now. I wasn’t when we all started this, it was pretty funny how bad I was at it, but I’ve got four very willing subjects to practice on. And after the time they showed me what they liked, Hayes sent me a box of giant Chupa Chups. Trust me, I licked and sucked on them all—in front of them, of course.
Dropping my hand to cup his balls, my fingers massage over where his knot will be. There’s no mistaking that Colt is going to be an alpha, I can see it in everything he does. And if there was any indication that he was ready for us to go further, that would be it. The reality is we’re like pretty much every other person in the world, once you discover sex, you don’t undiscover it. We were lucky we found it together. Add in our desire to pack as soon as possible… well, the four of us spend more time undressed than we do dressed. And that’s also considering the distance that separates us. Seriously, we could open our own porn channel with the images and clips we’ve shared.
There’s nothing better than being with the person you really, really love, and Colt is one of those people for me.
A low rumble spills from his chest before his hips buck up, and he pushes into the back of my throat, his hands holding me so I can’t move as he explodes. I gag, and it’s super messy, and Colt holds me, his fingers digging into my hair until I swallow. Until he realises, then he lets me go.
“Shit, sorry, Raney. I… I mean, it was… I was. Fuck, I didn’t hurt you, did I?”
