Page 47 of Should Have Been


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My eyes feel stormy. Summer is mine, only mine, and I’m scared I might reach so deep inside of her that she will scream, but today was a special day. Or at least, it felt that way. A glimpse of what I once dreamed then let go of when she was no longer mine, and apparently, I didn’t need to let go, only hold on and wait.

I drop her legs because my body now provides the stability to keep her open since I’m quick to drift over Summer to steal a kiss, a quick one that I receive before her hand comes up to caress my cheek. Our eyes seal together, with nothing from the outside world able to break this moment.

Between us, our hands meet to pull down my boxer briefs, and she wraps her hand around my length, causing my eyes to close for a few seconds to enjoy Summer having me in her hold.

“Please, Nash,” she begs, already guiding my shaft to where she needs me.

“Summer, I warned you. Hands above your head. Your body is mine, and I’ll ensure we both get what we need.” My fingers lock around her wrists to rocket her arms straight back up to where they need to stay. Her fraught body displays her perfectly round breasts with tight hard nipples, and naturally, I need to tease her with my fingers and tongue. A tugand a twist, and her hips rise as she attempts to get me inside of her.

“The moment I’m inside of you, we need to keep you quiet. I’m not going to go slow or easy. I’m going to take and take until you’re filled with me, understand?” I caution her.

She nods up and down once with a sly grin.

I sit up on my knees to yank her hips closer to me, and as soon as I find my position, I enter Summer’s snug fit and follow her body up until she’s underneath me. Slamming into her, both our bodies quiver from the force. I pump into her a few times, and Summer wraps her legs around me, using me to hang on. Maybe I should worry more about hurting her, but our eyes confirm that like this is for us. We have years to make up for. It was the fucking longest full circle of my life, and with every thrust into Summer, I let her body know that it’s mine now. Only mine, and I have no plans to let that go.

My mouth covers hers as her moan can no longer be kept quiet, with the mattress moving when I take over her body fully. Maybe she’ll ache tomorrow, but as long as she doesn’t tell me to stop, I’m going to ensure she’s aware that I have a claim on her.

We move in rhythm, and as my speed quickens, she uses my shoulder to muffle her sounds as I grunt. Her teeth sink into my skin in a playful manner, but it keeps every part of Summer connected to me.

Even when we start to shake together, we both stay as one.

I like that she doesn’t go straight to the bathroom to clean up. I’m still inside of her, and it feels territorial.

“Is this us making up for lost time? Or just eager to fuck one another’s brains out,” I wonder as my breath begins to cool off. Gravity takes over, causing me to slip out of her and land on my back next to her.

Summer rolls to her side to give me an amused glance and pats my chest. “Nah, you’ve never really done fragile or treated me like I was once a virgin, so don’t you worry, you’re sticking to tradition.”

She’s funny, this one. “Okay, in that case, you’ll be waking up with me fucking you from behind.”

“Such a hardship,” she teases then returns to her back to look at the ceiling.

I peel the duvet up and over us. “Younger us were a little wild at times.”

Summer snorts out a laugh. “You mean handcuffing me to your bed or kitchen escapades?”

“Excuse me, Miss Go Down on Me in the Shower, even when I was running late for practice.”

“Well, it was fun. Besides, I’m happy you have the memories, because windows of opportunities are not in our favor with a baby around,” she highlights.

I tilt my head to the side and bring Summer close. “It doesn’t seem to bother me. I’m not used to all this domesticated stuff. Yet today wasn’t what I thought it would be, and I doubt tomorrow will be, either. We’re supposed to be like this, you and me.”

“Perhaps. I think we’re still getting used to life being not this a few weeks ago and now here we are. A cosmic boom.”

I begin to tickle her, and she giggles. “Enough sentimental crap. If you want a cosmic boom, then get on your hands and knees so I can take you from behind.” Summer actually listens and begins to stir in my arms, and my cock is already twitching for her.

But alas, that window of opportunity she mentioned seems to hit us right on cue.

We both pause and wait for Bo’s crackly sounds to intensify.

Summer growls. “See?” she whispers loudly to me and begins to scoot to the edge of the bed.

I tug her arm to stop her from leaving. “I’ll go.”

She squinches her eyes. “It’s fine, I’m used to?—”

Ignoring her, I move to stand. “That’s exactly why. Enjoy staying in bed, you dirty girl. I would say clean up, but I kind of have plans for you later.”

Summer sighs and squirms to get in a comfortable position. “I shall be waiting. And thank you. Bo is already used to you, so it shouldn’t take long to get him back to sleep.”