“I mean, I can’t taste your emotions, but you’ve made me feel all gooey inside with your words on more than one occasion already.”
She smiled before giving me another kiss, this time aligning our mouths perfectly. With a hand on the back of her head, I kept her close, parting my lips for her.
Tenderness overtook us both. It enveloped us like Elaine’s fluffy blanket, creating a world all on its own and only for the two of us to share.
She kissed me slowly, as if savoring every moment. I saw her desire glow inside her, and it was nothing like I’d ever felt before.
For me, lust had always been brutal and punishing. It slammed like a fist, and only the release would bring relief.
With Elaine, the desire traveled along the calm river of relaxation. It drifted through me languidly, filling every part of my body like warm, liquid honey. Lust sparked softly throughout my body, exciting but not demanding, at least not yet. I surrendered to those sensations, gently returning her kisses.
She did nothing more, just kissing me, smiling against my lips, and whispering sweet little things in between.
“And they say that shadow fae don’t kiss,” she marveled.
“We don’t.” I lifted my head to catch another kiss from her.
“Yet look at you go,” she teased. “You must be a natural.”
It did feel natural, as if I were born to kiss her, to be with her, to behers.
Gathering her tightly into my arms, I rolled to my side, then plucked another kiss from her lips.
“I’ve never done this with anyone before.” She smiled.
“You’ve never kissed either?”
“No. I’ve kissed but…never like this. Never just kissing for this long and enjoying it so much.”
I saw her joy. I felt it. And it was the most magical thing I’d ever experienced in my life.
I love you.
The words danced in my heart and on the tip of my tongue, but I wouldn’t let them out. It wouldn’t be fair for me to say them, not when I couldn’t give her a future together. Pressing my lips to the side of her neck, I trapped the confession inside.
“Touch me, Timur,” she whispered.
Oh, I knew exactly where and how to touch her to bring her pleasure. I didn’t even need the tendril for that, I’d learned her body by the clues it gave me. I ran my hands down her sides then up her back, mapping the route of her joy.
She loved my kisses, and I wished to kiss every part of her. Sliding down her body, I kissed down her neck, then along the valley between her breasts. She gasped with a spike of pleasure when I reached the tip of her breast and kissed her nipple. I couldn’t help doing it again, then licking and nibbling on it while her desire flamed higher.
Replacing my tongue with my fingers to play with her breasts, I slid my kisses down her belly, then to the triangle of dark curls between her legs where I found the hot little budthat brought forth her orgasms when I touched it. I swirled my tongue around it now.
“Timur…ohh,” she moaned.
Her arousal tightened, spreading through my veins like a day storm. I smelled my seed on her. My scent blended with hers, making it the most intoxicating combination. Feral lust pounded inside my skull and throbbed in my groin. My cock grew hard like a bone. But it was so much easier to control now that I had her emotions to focus on. Her pleasure was everything.
She fisted her hands in my hair, rocking her hips against my mouth, and slowly losing control herself. Her need made me feel lightheaded. I wished to be a part of it in every way. I wanted to become one with her.
Pressing my hands into the mattress, I shifted back up her body in one quick move.
“Ready for me?” I whispered.
“Yes,” she replied with no hesitation.
Her trust humbled me. I shook with impatience, eager to shove my cock in her and find my release, but I drew in measured breaths, stilling myself. Slowly, I pressed the head of my cock to her opening, and just as slowly entered her. My cock slid inside her, one ringed ridge at a time. Each ring flashed with a new spark of pleasure through her emotions. It was incredible to watch and to feel with her.
Like me, Elaine had wild lust and eager need, too, but they were both powered by the most amazing pleasure, not by pain like it had been for me.
