“Good. Use it if you want us to stop,” Connor says, letting his jeans and boxers hit the floor. “See, Ari, I don’t think you want to lead. I think you just want a choice.”
“Connor… You’re way too big to…” I start, but yelp when he lies down and pulls me on top of him.
“I think you want this, but you want us to take control. Correct?” he asks, holding my hips without forcing me down on his cock.
“Yes,” I admit.
“Be blunt, Ari. What do you want?” Kip asks, pulling my head back to look at him.
“To be used but still have a way out,” I admit.
“Say the word, and we stop. Okay? If we think you want to stop and you aren’t calling it, we will stop and check in with you. If you panic, we will slow down and talk to you,” Connor says, and I nod. “It’s all you, baby. When you are ready.”
Connor releases my hips and moves my hands to his chest for stability. When I lower myself, I slowly fill myself with him. “Fuck, fuck, fuck,” I whimper. I go to move off him, but Connor grabs my hips.
“Breathe, Ari. Talk to us,” Mateo says.
“The memories,” I choke out. Mateo grabs my chin and turns me to look at him.
“What do you like?” Mateo asks. “Specifically.”
“Pain,” I say quietly. “I’m afraid it will make you guys think…”
“Stop,” he says. “Consent matters. You did not give those fuckers consent to hurt you. That is not the pain you like. There is no comparison because we will not injure you, and that was their goal. Now… what do you want from us, Arianna?”
“To be fucked like I don’t want it,” I whisper.
“Louder, baby,” he says with a smile.
“Fuck me like I don’t want it,” I say louder, my voice still shaking.
“You get to heal however the fuck you want,” he says firmly. “No one gets to tell you that you are wrong for the things you desire. Consent matters. Okay?”
“Okay,” I say with more confidence.
“Good girl. Have you had sex since then?” he asks.
“No…”
Connor pulls me up, and one of the others tosses him a bottle of lube. As he coats his cock, Mateo kisses me hard. I moan into his lips as I lower myself onto Connor’s cock; I am completely relaxed.
“Fuck, you’re big,” I groan.
“Remind me. What’s your word?” Connor asks, pulling me down to lie on his chest.
“Peach,” I mutter.
“Good. Don’t forget it,” he says ominously.
Connor lifts his hips and starts slowly fucking me, pushing as deep as he can. He starts to quicken his pace and slam in harder. Soon, I am moaning wildly, and the deep ache in my belly is delicious. When Mateo moves behind me, Connor buries deep and stops moving.
“Relax, Ari,” Mateo says, slowly teasing me with his fingers. When I finally relax, he replaces his fingers with the head of his cock.
“Jesus,” I choke out. Hunter turns my face and cups my cheeks. When he guides his cock to my lips, I eagerly take him down my throat. He moves slowly, which allows me not to gag too much.
“Goddamn, this mouth,” Hunter groans as I suck him harder. Connor and Mateo start moving, alternating deep strokes as Hunter fucks my mouth. They slowly quicken their pace until they’re fucking me hard and fast. I am so very thankful that I have experimented with toys, because idk if I could take any of them if I hadn’t. By the time they all come, I am dazed.
Elijah moves me so that my head is hanging slightly off the bed before pushing my knees to my chest. Kip cradles the back of my neck and head before pushing down my throat. Elijah takesa different approach and slams into me, making me scream around Kip as he pushes deeper. Together, they both find a brutal pace, making my brain numb as orgasms continue to flood out of me. I keep my hands on the back of Kip’s thighs until he comes and forces it down my throat.
