Page 155 of The Love Constant


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“We don’t know yet if you can take me, or for how long. If you need me to stop, we can switch to vaginal sex without having to wash myself.”

“Oh, that’s clever.”

She watches as I tear the condom packet open and then roll it down my length. I haven’t had to put one on in so long, it feels odd. I give myself a couple of strokes to dull the edge a little. There are a few ways to do this, but for our first time, I need to monitor her expression to make sure I’m not hurting her. She’s so eager to please me that she might not let me know if it becomes too much. Which is why I have to make sure.

So, I hook my hands behind her knees and bring her legs up and apart. She’s pliant under my silent guidance, teeth sunk into her bottom lip.

“Hold your knees for me, darling,” I say softly.

She does it, keeping herself open and exposed for me while I grab the lubricant. I squeeze a generous dollop onto my fingers, then bring them to the tight little hole. The cold surprises her, but aside from a slight jump, she stays right there, allowing me to smear her with lube. First around and over, then inside, sinking one, then two, then three fingers all the way.

“You want my cock there, Andrea?”

“Yes,” she moans.

“You think you can take it?”

“I’ll try. Please, Lex.”

“I have one condition.”

“What?”

“If you don’t like it, if it hurts, or if you feel uncomfortable, you need to tell me.”

She has a slight moment of surprise, as if she didn’t expect me to be considerate. Once she’s overcome it, she nods with, “I will.”

Still holding the lube, I squeeze a line of it on my cock with my free hand and smear it, coating the condom with it. Then, I get into position, aligning my swollen head with her. I push, enough to tease her but not to penetrate. For several seconds, I play with the idea of it, torturing us both.

It’s only when she moans and begs, “Baby, please…” that I know she’s ready for it.

Forcing myself to remain attentive to her reaction, I press in, for real, while she opens up for me. She’s so fucking eager for it, the whole head of my cock gets swallowed in, easily sliding in thanks to all the training and the lube.

Jesus fucking Christ. Not even an inch into her, and I already know I’ll love fucking her ass. But that’s not really a surprise, is it?

Fuck, this feels much better than I thought it would. I’ve enjoyed the plugs since we started using them, and I definitely enjoyed the surprise rimming. I didn’t expect that to happen, but it makes sense. Lex has loved my ass from day one, so of course he’d eat it when given the opportunity. It took me a moment to relax, and a lot of reminding myself how hard I scrubbed during the shower. That part of me has never been this clean, so why not let him feast on it?

But this? Having his dick inside me? There’s something addictive to it. The sensation itself feels forbidden.

With a push of his hips, he enters a little deeper, enough to be secured in there without the risk of slipping out. His hands come back to my knees, and he takes charge of holding them, freeing mine. He spreads me a tad more, then he breaches deeper. Barely anything—half an inch. A slight sting of pain makes me tense, wince, and whimper. In a recoiling reflex, I contract around him, worsening the pain.

“No, stay relaxed, Andrea,” he rasps, halting his advance. “Play with your clit.”

I follow his command and send my right hand between us to flick a couple of fingers over the swollen crest. It works well, and I sense myself loosening, allowing another half inch into me. If I don’t fight it, if I’m perfectly lax, it doesn’t hurt.

“That’s it, my love. Relax,” he praises.

I keep pleasuring myself as he continues his advance, slow and determined. He gives me the most tender thrusts, gaining more terrain with every one of them.

“Aah, Lex …”

“Are you okay?” It takes so much to hold back that he’s already sweating, covered with a sheen of perspiration. He really looks like a Greek god, and even after all this time, I still can’t believe this sweet and tender man is all mine.

“Yes… I want more of you. Please…”

“Good. There’s a lot more coming.”

He adjusts himself over me, hooking his arms behind my knees and coming close enough to kiss me. My hand between us keeps circling my clit, bringing enough pleasure to numb the twinge of pain that persists. I’m stretched like never before, so full of him. He feels so much bigger like this.