The bond thrummed through my veins, agreeing with him, and my muscles started to relax. It swayed with every motion he made.
“Would you like to touch it first?”
I sucked my bottom lip as I nodded, moving on to my knees as I reached for him. Rowan’s hand guided mine and he placed my palm on his silky erection.
Wrapped around him, my fingers were a couple of inches from touching. He twitched in my hand, and I glanced up to see his eyes roll back in his head as he groaned.
Slowly, I started moving my hand up and down his shaft, hoping that I was applying the right amount of pressure.
Rowan stiffened, and smoke plumes erupted from his nostrils and mouth. “Still scared or are you ready to try?”
“You promise you’re made for me?”
He snapped his gaze down to mine before he moved me back down on the bed with him on top of me, settling himself between my legs with the very appendage I was worried about.
“You’re my mate,” he growled, grabbing himself and pushing the tip between my folds and teasing it toward my nub and back. “I promise we’re made for each other.”
My muscles fully relaxed, and I took a deep breath as I wrapped my arms around his neck and hooked my heels over his hips to spread myself wider. “I’m ready.”
“Let yourself feel good,” he told me as he wedged the head of it past my opening.
My walls were well lubricated, but his thickness made it strain, and I tensed again, digging my fingers into his back. “Rowan!” Fear coated my voice.
“It’s okay,” he murmured, capturing my lips with his. He reached between us, and his thumb started rubbing gentle circles on my throbbing nub as his tongue circled mine.
Jolts of pleasure zapped through my nerves, and my back arched up into him. My wetness coated him more. He continued to work my clit and kiss me as he sank into me inch by inch. My walls took their time to adjust to his girth.
I broke the kiss with a gasp, unable to contain it any longer with his entire length buried in the deepest, untouched parts of me. “Oh Kalista. You’re actually in. Are you all the way in? I don’t feel like you ripped me, it actually feels nice. A little bit of a burning sensation mixed with the sheer pleasure that’s rushing through my body, but—”
Rowan cut off my rambling with a kiss before pulling back and cupping the side of my face with one hand. “You took all of me. We’re made for each other, Wren.”
My heart swelled as my body clenched down on him, making me whimper. By Kalista, he was hard as iron.
I slid my hands across the expanse of bare skin on his shoulders and took another deep breath.
He started backing out slowly. My nerve endings cried out in confusion after finally getting used to him. When he was a little over half way out, he pushed back in.
“Ah!” My fingers bit into his flesh as I held myself steady.
“Was that too much?” His voice was husky in my ear.
“No.” I adjusted my arms around his neck. “It’s good. Just caught me off guard a bit.”
He pulled back and kissed my lips before readjusting his body. My arms fell from around his neck, and I propped myself up on my elbows to watch him.
“Lift your hips.”
I planted my feet on the mattress and pushed my hips upward, increasingly aware of him being inside me. “Like this?”
“Just like that.” He gripped my hips tight and started moving in a slow, controlled rhythm in and out of me.
My top half collapsed under my weight as pleasure was pumped into me with each thrust.
Small moans started escaping me as the friction between us built.
Our gazes met, and excitement filled me. Rowan looked at me like I was his everything, and my heart poured the feeling of belonging into my body.
“Feels like you’re starting to get more comfortable,” he murmured.