Small victories. But victories nonetheless.
Rosa met us in the medical bay, her silver-streaked braid swinging as she moved with efficient purpose. Kai was already at her side—he must have been watching from the gate, must have seen Axel ride in with the convoy. The relief on his face when he'd spotted his partner alive had been raw and immediate, but he'd channeled it into action within seconds. That was Kai. Feel it later, work now.
"On the tables. Now." Rosa's voice brooked no argument as she directed the chaos of wounded Phoenix members streaming through her door. "Irish, you first—that leg needs attention before you bleed out on my floor. Declan, burns station, keep those arms elevated. Reno, shoulder—can you still move your fingers? Good, you'll live. Kai, I need you on the arterial bleeder. Tyler, start an IV line on Sarah."
"On it." Kai was already gloving up, his ER training kicking in with the kind of muscle memory that didn't require thought. He moved to Irish's side, his hands steady despite whatever he was feeling about Axel's close call.
The next hour was controlled chaos. Rosa worked with the efficiency of someone who'd spent years patching up soldiers in combat zones, prioritizing,delegating, keeping multiple patients alive simultaneously through sheer force of will. Kai matched her pace—the two of them had worked together before during the Chen conflict, and it showed. They communicated in shorthand, anticipating each other's needs, a surgical team born from necessity.
Rosa's assistants—two prospects she'd trained for exactly this kind of mass casualty situation—moved in their wake, following orders without question. Tyler handled the less critical work with the competence of someone who'd done field medicine under fire.
Irish had taken the worst of it. The shrapnel had nicked his femoral artery—not a direct hit, or he'd have bled out in the desert, but close enough that Rosa's face went tight when she saw the wound. Kai worked on him for twenty minutes, his hands steady even as blood pooled beneath the table. Rosa supervised while simultaneously treating Declan's burns.
Declan's burns were second-degree across both forearms and subtly on the left side of his face. Painful, but treatable. He sat in the corner and cursed steadily in three languages while a prospect applied burn cream and bandages.
I helped where I could—holding pressure on wounds, fetching supplies, carrying equipment, staying out of the way when my hands were too big for delicate work.
At one point, Kai looked up from Irish's leg and caught Axel's eye across the room. Something passedbetween them—relief, love, the particular gratitude of partners who'd faced the possibility of loss and come out the other side. Axel nodded once, a silent acknowledgment that said everything. Kai turned back to his work.
Sarah watched us all from her corner of the medical bay, an IV dripping fluids into her arm, color ever so slowly returning to her hollow cheeks. The woman who'd helped Tyler escape Cross. The woman who'd organized the FBI support that made the Chen raid possible. The woman Cross had tried to murder this morning.
When the worst of the crisis had passed—Irish stable, Declan bandaged, the others treated and resting—she caught Tyler's eye.
"The big one." Her voice was quiet, meant only for him. "The one who helped me out of the van. He looks at you like you're the only thing in the room worth seeing."
Tyler didn't answer. He didn't need to.
"And you look at him the same way." Sarah studied his face. "Cross will notice, if he hasn't already. You know that."
"Cross already noticed." Tyler's jaw tightened. "He made that clear during the firefight."
"Then he'll try to use it against you. Against both of you." Sarah's voice carried no judgment, just certainty. "Whatever's happening between you two—Cross won't let it stand. He never could stand seeing you happy with someone else."
"Cross can try." Tyler's voice was flat, hard. "He'stried a lot of things. They haven't worked out for him."
Sarah studied him for a long moment, then nodded slowly. "You've changed. The Tyler I knew would have run from this. Would have protected everyone by keeping his distance."
"The Tyler you knew almost got everyone killed by keeping secrets." He glanced at me across the room, something unreadable in his expression. "I'm done running."
I turned away from the conversation, focusing on the bandage I was wrapping around Declan's arm. But I felt Tyler's gaze on me like a physical weight.
Later,I reminded myself.Deal with all of it later.
The job was done. Sarah was safe. Our wounded were being treated. Which meant there was nothing left to distract me from the truth I'd been running from since last night.
The garage was quiet when I pushed through the door. Late morning light filtered through the grimy windows, painting long rectangles across the concrete floor. The Shovelhead sat in her bay, exactly where I'd left her, patient and unfinished.
Danny's bike. Danny's project. The last thing we'd started together before someone had decided he was a problem that needed solving. I pulled the photograph from my pocket—the one I'd carriedsince the funeral, worn soft at the edges, Danny's smile frozen in a moment that felt like a lifetime ago.
"They killed you." The words came out broken, barely a sound. "They fucking killed you and I spent six years blaming you for it."
The grief hit like a wave—not the controlled ache I'd been managing for years, but something raw and vicious, clawing its way up through my chest. I sank down onto the cold concrete floor, my back against the workbench, and finally let the box open.
The sobs came in waves. Ugly, wrenching things that tore up through my chest like they had claws. I hadn't cried like this since I was a kid—hadn't let myself—but now I couldn't stop. All the guilt I'd been carrying, all the rage I'd misdirected, all the loss I'd never properly mourned. It all came pouring out at once.
Danny at twelve, teaching himself to ride on a stolen dirt bike.
Danny at fifteen, showing off his phoenix tattoo with that cocky grin.
