Page 66 of The Ninety-Day Vow


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Audrey set her fork down, taking a slow sip of her sparkling water. She looked across the table at Simon, who was watching her with that same steady, undivided attention she was beginning to get used to again.

"I have something I need to tell you," Audrey said, her voice quiet but clear.

Simon set his napkin on the table. He didn't tense up, but she could see the immediate shift in his focus, bracing himself for whatever she needed to say. "Okay. I'm listening."

"I met Nathaniel for coffee on Tuesday afternoon," Audrey told him, holding his gaze to ensure he knew she wasn't hiding anything.

Simon’s jaw tightened for a fraction of a second—an involuntary, human reaction to the name—but he immediately took a deep breath and deliberately relaxed his shoulders. He didn't interrupt. He just nodded, waiting for her to continue.

"I called him," Audrey explained softly. "I needed to look him in the eye and tell him that you and I are trying again. I needed to officially close that door, and I wanted to do it with the respect he deserved for being there when I was falling apart."

"Did he take it well?" Simon asked, his voice remarkably steady, devoid of the toxic, panicked jealousy that would have consumed him months ago.

"He did," Audrey smiled a sad, genuine smile. "He's fighting his own incredibly ugly divorce right now. We talked about it for a while, and then we said goodbye. We hugged as friends, and I told him I hope he gets through it."

She reached across the table, resting her hand over Simon’s. "It's over, Simon. Completely. I just wanted you to know that the chapter is officially closed, and there are no secrets between us."

Simon looked down at her hand covering his, a profound wave of relief and gratitude washing over his face. He turned his hand over, lacing his fingers through hers and giving a firm, grounding squeeze.

"Thank you for telling me, Rey," Simon said earnestly, his dark eyes shining with quiet devotion. "You didn't have to report back to me, but I deeply appreciate the transparency. I'm glad you got to say goodbye properly."

The maturity of his response sent a warm, beautiful rush of affection through Audrey’s chest. The old Simon wouldhave interrogated her, demanding to know every detail of the conversation to soothe his own insecurity. This Simon simply absorbed the truth, trusted her, and held her hand.

"I was nervous to tell you," Audrey admitted, her voice dropping into a quieter, more vulnerable register. "Not because I have anything to hide, but because for so long, our marriage was a minefield. If I stepped on the wrong subject, everything exploded."

"I know," Simon nodded heavily, gently rubbing his thumb across her knuckles. "And I won't lie and say it doesn't sting to be reminded of how badly I failed you. But my pride is never going to be more important than your honesty again, Audrey. We can't build a new foundation if we're constantly tiptoeing around the cracks in the old one."

"That's exactly why I wanted to bring it up," Audrey said, holding his gaze. "Closing that chapter with Nate made me realize that I am entirely committed to us. But it also means I have to face the lingering fears head-on. I still have moments, Simon. Moments where I hear a certain phrase, or I remember that audio file, and my chest just completely locks up. The fear that you might slip back into the man who could lie to me so easily... it's still there."

Simon didn't flinch away from the pain in her voice. He leaned forward, giving her his absolute, undivided attention.

"I understand," Simon said, his voice completely devoid of defensiveness. "And I don't expect those moments to just magically disappear because we had a few good dates. I broke your trust over months, Audrey. I know it's going to take years to rebuild it. But I promise you, every single time that fear creeps in, I will be right here. You can ask me any question, you can check my phone, you can tell me you're angry. I will never make you feel crazy for needing reassurance."

Audrey looked at the man sitting across from her. The toxic, frantic ego that had caused the affair was entirely gone, replaced by a grounded, deeply mature accountability. They sat in the bistro for another hour, talking openly about their boundaries, their triggers, and the actual, practical steps of how they were going to protect their marriage moving forward. It wasn't a fairy tale conversation, but it was real. And for the first time in her life, Audrey felt completely safe in the reality of her marriage.

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When Simon walked her up the steps of her front porch later that night, the crisp evening air felt entirely different. The heavy, guarded tension was gone.

They stopped at the front door. Simon turned to face her, keeping his hands loosely in his pockets, respecting the physical boundary they had set.

"Thank you for tonight," Simon smiled softly. "For the absolute honesty."

"Thank you for listening," Audrey replied.

She looked up at him, the warm porch light catching the sharp, handsome lines of his face. Her heart did a sudden, undeniable flutter. Slowly, she stepped into his space. She lifted her hands, resting her palms flat against the lapels of his dark coat.

Simon’s breath hitched, his dark eyes widening slightly at the unexpected closeness. He didn't move, entirely terrified of breaking the spell.

Audrey slid her hands up to his shoulders, rising up on her toes. She leaned in and pressed a soft, lingering kiss to hischeek. It wasn't rushed. It was intentional, warm, and deeply affectionate. She felt his entire body shudder beneath her hands as he closed his eyes, savoring the touch like a starving man offered a feast.

"Goodnight, Simon," Audrey whispered, her lips brushing against his jawline before she pulled back.

"Goodnight, Rey," Simon breathed, his voice thick and entirely ruined.

∞∞∞

Over the next weeks, the dynamic between them blossomed into something incredibly beautiful. They didn't rush the physical intimacy, but the emotional walls came down entirely. They spent their days piecing their lives back together with a newly discovered grace.