Page 55 of The Secrets We Keep


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Bael senses my embarrassment through our connection and smiles slightly, the expression transforming his usually solemn features. “Your shadows are remarkably expressive, Ashley Dawn.”

“They’re honest,” I mutter, trying to regain some composure despite the lingering effects of our exchange. “Sometimes too honest.”

His smile deepens as our shadows form a brief butterfly pattern between us—the symbol they’ve adopted to represent our connection since our kiss in the alcove. “Honesty between shadow-bonded is never a flaw.”

Shadow-bonded. The term resonates through me, feeling simultaneously ancient and brand new. Not a completed mate bond, but something more than guardian and ward. A connection formed through shadow and blood that bridges the gap between a vampire fallen and Ascendant.

With reluctance that transmits clearly through our merged shadows, Bael finally releases me, rising gracefully to his feet. His wounds have indeed closed, leaving only torn fabric as evidence of the attack. His strength has fully returned, his movements once again displaying that predator’s fluid grace.

“Dawn approaches,” he says, extending a hand to help me up. “You should return to your dormitory before room checks begin.”

I take his hand, shadows swirling around our joined fingers. “And you? Where will you go?”

“To prepare for tomorrow.” His expression turns grimmer. “Malcolm’s attack confirms what I suspected—the Trials have been specifically designed to expose you.”

Fear threatens to overwhelm me again, but this time I control it before it can transmit through our connection. “Then I’ll just have to be better at hiding than they are at seeking.”

Pride flows from him through our shadows—pride and something deeper that makes my heart race. “Your ancestors would recognize that determination,” he says softly. “It runs through your bloodline like a golden thread.”

He brings our joined hands up, pressing a kiss to my inner wrist just above where his fangs had pierced. The gesture feels more intimate than it should, sending heat spiraling through me that has nothing to do with blood loss or shadow connections.

“Rest,” he advises, finally releasing my hand. “Restore what you’ve given. Tomorrow will demand all your strength.”

As I turn to leave, our shadows remain connected for one last moment, stretching between us like they can’t bear to separate. Through this last contact, I feel Bael’s promise more clearly than words could express—he will be watching, waiting, protecting regardless of what the Trials bring.

Outside the chapel, the eastern sky shows the first hint of gray. Dawn approaches, bringing with it the official beginning of the Trials and whatever traps Thorne has laid for the suspected Ascendant in Greyson’s midst. My shadows settle close around me as I hurry back to my dormitory, but they feel different now—stronger, more purposeful.

Blood has been given and received. A price paid voluntarily rather than extracted by force. Whatever bond now exists between Bael and me, it was formed through choice rather than coercion, through sacrifice freely offered.

As I slip back into my room just before the first light breaks over Greyson Academy, I know with absolute certainty that nothing will be the same again. The shadow bridge between our minds remains, a subtle connection that feels like a lifeline in increasingly dangerous waters.

The Trials begin today, but so does something else—something ancient and powerful that even Thorne and his Hunter specialists might not fully understand.

Chapter Twenty-One

The Great Hallof Greyson Academy has been transformed overnight. Black velvet drapes cover the usually bare stone walls, embroidered with silver runes that seem to shift when you look at them directly. Floating candelabras hover at different heights throughout the massive space, their flames an unnatural blue that casts everyone's faces in a ghoulish light. The usual long wooden tables have been replaced by a horseshoe arrangement facing a raised obsidian platform where the staff typically dines. Everything about the room feels wrong—too formal, too ceremonial, too much like a court where judgments will be passed.

I linger near the back of the crowd, trying to become invisible among the sea of black uniforms. My shadows help, clinging unusually close to my body rather than extending outward as they normally would. They sense my anxiety and respond by practically disappearing beneath my feet, making me appear as ordinary as possible.

"You look like you're about to face a firing squad," Iris whispers, appearing beside me with two steaming cups of something that smells like spiced cider. She hands me one. "Drink this. Cook added something special to calm nerves."

I take a grateful sip. The warm liquid, laced with what tastes suspiciously like whiskey, burning pleasantly down my throat. "Thanks. I slept little."

"Nobody did," she says, nodding toward the other students. Dark circles shadow most eyes, and conversations have a brittle, forced quality to them. "The Trials affect everyone differently, but nobody's immune to pre-challenge jitters."

Easy for her to say. As a Gifted human, Iris faces tests of intelligence and creative problem-solving. Challenging, sure, but not potentially life-threatening. For Dark Nephilim—especially ones secretly hiding Ascendant powers—the Trials often involve combat against creatures specifically chosen to expose weaknesses.

A hush falls over the hall as Headmaster Blackwood steps onto the obsidian platform, flanked by High Examiner Malcolm and a row of Hunter officials in formal silver regalia. My stomach twists at the sight of Malcolm's elegant figure, remembering Bael's wounds from their confrontation. After our blood exchange last night, a subtle connection remains between us—enough that I can sense he's somewhere in the academy, watching from a distance.

"Students of Greyson," Blackwood's voice booms across the hall without magical amplification. "Today marks the commencement of the Trials, our academy's most sacred tradition since its founding five centuries ago."

My shadows pulse anxiously despite my best efforts to keep them still. Across the room, I spot Constantine standing with the other professors, his amber eyes finding mine with a brief look of reassurance. Unlike Bael's steady presence in the back of my mind, my connection to Constantine manifests differently—my shadows still carry traces of his fire essence, gleaming faintly gold when they move too quickly.

"The purpose of the Trials," Blackwood continues, "is notmerely to test your magical proficiency, but to challenge your ability to function in mixed-faction environments—a skill essential in our divided world."

Translation: they're throwing natural enemies together and seeing who breaks first.

"This year's Trials will comprise of three challenges over three days," Thorne steps forward, his silver-streaked hair gleaming in the eerie blue light. "Team assignments have been carefully considered balancing abilities and temperaments."