Page 90 of The Stand-In


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I said "I do" and meant it. I dropped that microphone, pulled her into me, and kissed her like a man detonating his own life on purpose. Hundreds of people watched me torch every bridge I'd ever built, and I have never felt lighter.

"Who wants cake?" she asked, and the tent cracked open with laughter. Three hundred people who usually need a board vote to exhale. I watched the stiff faces of my directors cycle from horror to grudging acceptance, recalculating me in real time. Ivy Sullivan redirected a room full of apex predators with two words and a dessert pivot. I have never been more terrified of a woman, or more certain I'd follow her off a cliff.

Then I looked down and saw her bare ring finger.

The void where my grandmother's emerald-cut diamond should be, hit me like a cold front moving through my chest cavity. That ring has been the anchor of our contract for weeks, the single prop that made the performance feel dangerously close to truth. Seeing her hand empty, I could picture it sitting alone on the mahogany kitchen table where she'd left it, a goodbye I hadn't been ready to read. The diamond was never the prize. She is the only asset that has ever mattered, and her bare hand is telling me she already considers herself gone.

I stayed close as we circulated, a shadow she didn't ask for. When I spotted Penelope Vanderbilt standing near the dessert bar, looking carved from ice and running out of oxygen, I steered Ivy toward her with a stride that had nothing recreational about it.

"You have nine lives, don't you?" Penelope said, her voice bitter, her eyes fixed on Ivy.

"I have excellent timing," Ivy corrected, her voice cool and level.

I stepped between them, a physical wall, and used the flat, cold tone I reserve for terminating contracts for cause. "I saw the footage, Penelope. The security feed from the library. You cornering her. Stealing her phone. The entire blackmail attempt. I have every second of it. And if you ever come near Ivy or my family again, I won't release it to the board. I will buy your lifestyle brand, strip it for parts, and sell the trademark to a discount retailer in Ohio."

Her hand flew to her throat. She turned and walked away without another word, her heels sinking into the soft grass, robbing her retreat of any dignity.

I watched her go, but my focus was already locked on Ivy. The adrenaline was bleeding out of her in real time, hershoulders dropping, her jaw losing its defiant set. She looked like she was running on fumes and sheer stubbornness.

We walktoward the cottage in silence.

The night air is cool, carrying the first trace of autumn and the heavy scent of dampened earth. Ivy moves a few steps ahead of me, her arms wrapped around herself, and the leather jacket that looked like armor on stage now looks like dead weight she's desperate to shed.

I have spent my life managing narratives. Controlling outcomes. Reading a room and adjusting my performance accordingly. Every relationship, every alliance, every handshake has been a calculated move on a board I designed to keep myself untouchable. And it worked. For years, the strategy was flawless.

Then a woman from New Jersey showed up with a crisis management playbook and a complete inability to be impressed by me, and the entire architecture collapsed.

I watch her boots scuff the gravel path. She isn't performing anymore. The "fiancée" mask is gone, and what's left is the woman who spent ten thousand dollars she couldn't afford on a last-minute helicopter charter to save a man who didn't deserve the rescue. She came back. Not because of the contract. Not because of the money. She came back because she is pathologically incapable of letting someone she cares about self-destruct on a public stage, even when that someone is a controlling, emotionally illiterate billionaire who told her she was hovering.

My throat tightens. I have closed deals worth more than most countries' GDP without a single spike in my heart rate. But walking ten feet behind Ivy Sullivan on a gravel path in EastHampton, watching the moonlight catch the mess of her hair, I am falling apart at the molecular level.

She reaches the cottage door and pauses, her hand on the knob. She doesn't look back. She doesn't invite me in. She pushes the door open and steps inside, leaving it ajar behind her.

An open door. Not a slammed one, not a locked one. An open door from a woman who has spent her entire career closing them behind her.

I stand on the threshold, the sounds of the distant gala fading to a murmur behind me. The old Brooks would calculate this. Would run the risk assessment, weigh the exposure, consider the morning-after optics. The old Brooks would find a way to maintain control.

I am so tired of the old Brooks.

I step inside and close the door behind us.

CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE

IVY

The door clicks shut behind us, and the air in the guest cottage instantly changes. The silence isn’t empty anymore; it is heavy with everything we didn’t say during the two-hour performance we’d given in the gala tent. The roar of the helicopter and the blinding spotlights of the stage are gone, replaced by the scent of Brooks’s expensive sandalwood soap and the rhythmic, mocking tick of the clock on the mantel.

My body is still humming with a jagged, electric adrenaline, but beneath it, I am starting to shatter. I am still windblown and disheveled from a frantic helicopter ride that cost more than my first three cars combined. I am a foreign object in this room of mahogany and cream silk, a "Fixer" who has finally run out of disasters to manage.

Brooks doesn’t move from the door. He’d shed his suit jacket back at the tent, and his white dress shirt is unbuttoned at the collar, revealing the hard line of his throat and the pulse point hammering as fast as mine. He is looking at me with an intensity that makes my lungs feel like they’ve been vacuum-sealed.

“I’m crashing, Brooks,” I admit, my voice a low, rough rumble that feels like it is being dragged over gravel. “The adrenaline is leaving the building, and I think it’s taking my ability to stand with it.”

I force my feet to move, my heavy boots thudding softly on the floor as I walk toward the kitchenette. I stop at the mahogany table, the site of our most clinical negotiations, and stare.

The table is bare, save for one thing.

Gleaming under the soft, yellow light of the kitchen lamp is the ring. The emerald-cut diamond looks back at me like a sharp, clear eye, a cold, beautiful witness to the worst decision I ever made. Seeing it sitting there alone, exactly where I left it, knocks the air from my lungs.