Page 28 of Cruel Debt


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“It’s a business arrangement.You have something I want.I have something you need.The terms are simple.”

“Simple?”My voice came out too high.“You’re asking me to sell myself.”

“I’m offering you a choice.”He leaned back, utterly calm while my world shattered around me.“You can refuse.Keep fighting.Watch your hotel get foreclosed, your staff lose their jobs, your family’s legacy get auctioned off to the highest bidder.Or you can accept my terms and save everything.”

I forced myself to breathe.To think.He wanted to negotiate?Fine.I could negotiate.

“If I agree to this arrangement,” I said, fighting to keep my voice steady, “I want conditions.”

Something sparked in his eyes.Interest.Amusement.Like a cat watching a mouse try to bargain for its life.

“Go on.”

“I’ll come to you three nights a week.Not every night.I have a hotel to run.”

He was quiet for a moment.Then he smiled, and it was the smile of a man who’d been hoping I would fight.

“No.”

“That’s not a negotiation.”

“You’re right.It isn’t.”He leaned forward again, close enough that I could feel the heat radiating off his body.“You seem to have misunderstood the nature of this conversation.I’m not asking what you want.I’m telling you what I require.Every night.No exceptions.”

“I can’t run a hotel if I’m locked in your house.”

“Then hire people to run it for you.Or don’t.That’s not my concern.”His eyes held mine, unblinking.“What is my concern is that you understand exactly what you’re agreeing to.Every night, Lena.In my home.In my bed.Doing whatever I tell you to do.”

My face burned.“And if I refuse that condition?”

“Then we have no deal.I file for foreclosure Monday morning.”He checked his watch, casual as if we were discussing dinner plans.“You already know what happens next.We discussed it in the garden.”

The threat landed exactly where he intended it to.I saw Marjorie’s face in my mind.Michael’s.All the names he’d listed three nights ago, the lives that depended on what I decided in this room.

“That’s blackmail.”

“That’s leverage.There’s a difference.”He stood and walked to his desk, pulling out a folder I hadn’t noticed.“Now, shall we continue negotiating?I’m curious what other conditions you think you’re in a position to demand.”

I should have walked out.Should have told him to go to hell.But I couldn’t.We both knew I couldn’t.

“I want to continue managing the hotel during the day.”

“Granted.I have no interest in your daylight hours.”

“I want privacy.My own room.Space that’s mine.”

“You’ll have a suite.Whether you sleep in it is another matter.”

“What does that mean?”

He set the folder down and turned to face me fully.“It means that when I want you in my bed, you’ll be in my bed.When I want you on your knees, you’ll kneel.When I want to hear you beg, you’ll beg.Your suite is for storing your belongings and maintaining the illusion that you have autonomy.Don’t mistake it for actual freedom.”

The words hit me like blows, each one stripping away another layer of the dignity I was trying to cling to.My hands were shaking.I pressed them flat against my thighs to hide it.

“I won’t beg.”

“You will.”He said it with absolute certainty.“You’ll beg, and you’ll mean it, and you’ll hate yourself for how much you want what I’m giving you.But that comes later.”He moved closer, and I had to tilt my head back to meet his gaze.“For now, I want to hear you say it.Say you understand the terms.”

“I understand the terms.”