Even as I shake.
“You know what the best part is?”
He sighs, breath thick with sanctified horror.
“You’ll die with me still inside you. My cock buried deep while the light leaves your eyes. Your cunt stretched open around me. Your mouth full of my name.”
His hand trails across my ribs, slow, almost curious.
“And I’ll carve my name right here,” he says, pressing hard against my skin, “so when they find what’s left of you, they’ll know who you belonged to.”
He chuckles like he’s already buried me.
“You’ll be full of me. Marked by me. A hole in the woods dripping proof of how easy you gave in.”
He leans close, teeth flashing in a sick smile.
“They’ll talk about the cock-starved virgin monster bitch who cried for mercy with a Disciple between her legs. How she moaned for salvation while a servant of the Light dragged themonster screaming from her cunt—then painted her womb with sanctified sin. That’s how the Light cleanses, baby girl.”
A pause.
“Slut,” he whispers, the word thick with ownership.
“You’ll die a fucking slut for me. I can’t wait to destroy you.”
His lips brush against my ear.
“And then I’ll finally get what I deserve,” Jameson huffs.“I’ll show them all. Prove that I’m better. That I’m worthy.”
His voice dips, teeth scraping against my cheek.
“They’ll raise me up. Out of the Kindled. Maybe even into the Albedo. And my cousin? The one who thinks he’s a fucking god?” His lips curl. “I’m bringing him proof. Something he can hold.”
Proof. Not a gift. A fucking trophy.
“And when Isa sees what I’ve done—”
Isa? His cousin?
A whimper slips free before I can swallow it down.
Jameson groans. “Fuck, yes.”
His fingers plunge deeper, rougher, shoving …
When he finally pulls back, his breath hitches.
“Look at that.”
He lifts his hand, his fingers slick with blood. My blood.
“I fucked you so good your cherry popped.”
He smears it down my cheek. Not slow. Not tender. Ritualistic. Like he’s marking a kill.
“You look so pretty like this, little monster.”
If I could speak, I’d tell him my first dildo took care of that years ago.
