What the hell?
“Hey, I wasn’t done talking to you!” drunk guy yells.
I blink, and chaos breaks out. Noah yanks the guy’s hand from my head. It feels like a chunk of hair has been ripped out by the roots and the back of my head is on fire. I stagger as Carter gets in the guy’s face and shoves him back a step.
“What the hell do you think you’re doing?” Carter growls.
Olivia and I get shoved behind Carter and Noah. I can’t see what’s going on, but the conversations around us stop as people turn and stare. Olivia’s eyes flare wide and her mouth hangs open in shock. Wanting to inspect the damage, I touch the back of my head and feel the spot. It’s tender to the touch.
“I told you, dude,” drunk guy slurs. “That bitch is with me!”
Oh crap.
Carter takes a step toward him and pulls back his arm.
I grab his bicep and scream, “Carter, no!”
He blinks and focuses on me before sucking in a breath. His arm falls back to his side as if in slow motion. Noah yells at a couple of guys to get drunk guy out of here before he gets his ass beat. Carterremains silent, looking like he’s in a daze. When I reach my hand out to touch him, he flinches and takes a step away in retreat. He drags a hand over his face and stares around him as if only now coming back to his senses.
I’ve never seen Carter look so shaken. My heart constricts. I want to comfort him, but he won’t let me.
“Carter,” I say softly, trying to get his attention. I’m not sure what’s going through his head. Or why he’s acting like this.
When he remains unresponsive, I try to pull him back to me. This time, he raises his hands in a motion for me to stop.
“I’m sorry,” he says hoarsely. “I need to get out of here.” His eyes dart around looking for an escape.
I’m slammed with the realization that he’s unsettled by what transpired with that drunk asshat.
“Yeah, sure,” I agree. “Let’s go.”
I never wanted to be here in the first place. We can head back to the apartment and chill for the rest of the night. Maybe watch some Netflix and snuggle.
“No.” He shakes his head. “I want to be alone.”
“What?” A wave of hurt crashes over me. “But?—”
“I’m sorry,” he snaps, plowing both hands through his hair.
Whatever attention had been drawn to us when drunk guy grabbed my hair has dissipated. Especially since a fight never broke out. Everyone has moved on with their evening and I want to do the same.
“I need to be alone, okay?” Carter says.
As I try to formulate a response, he mumbles something about seeing me tomorrow under his breath and pushes through the crowd. He’s already out the door before I can consider going after him.
38
CARTER
Isit on the grassy bank, staring across the lake. There’s not much of a breeze tonight, so the water is calm and serene, which is a direct contrast to everything that riots inside me. It’s been more than an hour since I hauled ass from that party and still panic crashes through my veins making it difficult to breathe. I toss the mangled blade of grass I’ve been twisting in my fingers.
If I’d thought a little time and distance would make me feel better about what happened—whatalmosthappened—it doesn’t. The pit that has taken up residence in the bottom of my gut continues to churn.
I snap off another blade of grass as the situation plays in my head on a constant loop. I’m furious with myself for allowing this to happen. The knowledge that I almost hit someone is enough to knock the breath from my lungs. I was moments away from plowing my fist into that asshole’s face. If Daisy hadn’t caught my attention, I would have done it without thinking twice.
The way he grabbed her, yanked her head back…
I lost it.
