But,fuck,the thrill this thought brings is enough for me to throw all caution to the wind. He’s the reason I’m so turned on right now. In a way, we’re about to participate in mutual masturbation, even if he doesn’t realize he’s taking part.
I cross to the other side of the large bathroom, then strip out of my clothes. Holding my breath to listen for Aiden, I easethe suction against the door. Because I’m trying so hard not to be loud, it doesn’t latch on and plops to the ground with a solid thud. My head whips up, and I stare at the closed door with wide eyes.
My heart thumps harder against my chest. This won’t work, and I’m not willing to try his door again.
I peer around the bathroom for a different surface, but I freeze as my gaze lands on his helmet on my bed. I grin and rush to grab the safety gear so that I can bring it into the bathroom and hear his breathy sounds while I ride his helmet.
Setting the helmet on the ground by Aiden’s door, I kneel and twist to snatch the bottle of lube I abandoned earlier. I pop the lid open, squeeze a generous amount onto the toy—even though I’m plenty wet and don’t think I need that much—then toss the bottle aside. I stroke the length, up and down, smearing the cold liquid until it’s covered.
I check over my shoulder as I crouch over the helmet and notch the fat tip of the dildo outside my entrance. The door is still closed, and I can barely hear Aiden’s pleasure-filled sounds over my thundering pulse and harsh breathing.
I twist forward and ease myself onto the toy until it impales me. My eyes slam shut, and I bite my bottom lip to quiet my moan as I sink lower, taking the toy deeper inside me.
“Fuck,” I breathe.
I blink open my eyes to look between my legs. It doesn’t take much to pretend Aiden is wearing the helmet attached to the toy I’m riding. The ghost of his fingers digs into my ass as he holds me steady while I find a good up-and-down pace.
“Yes.” I swallow a whimper and lean forward, planting my hands on the ground so that I can take the dick deeper inside me than the last stroke.
I shift my hips to get more comfortable. I ignore the burning in my thighs as I hold most of my weight in my legs and armsto keep from breaking Aiden’s helmet. That fear goes out the window the faster I ride the dildo, imagining it’s my brother I’m fucking like an animal and not his safety gear.
My front teeth dig into my bottom lip until copper trickles onto my tongue. Despite making myself bleed, I don’t stop. If I do, I might let out a scream, and I don’t want Aiden to catch me like this.
My eyes slam shut, and a fantasy overtakes my mind, playing like a movie behind my closed eyelids. Aiden lies beneath me. With his hands on my ass, he guides me to ride him how he likes.
“That’s it, pretty girl,”he whimpers. He clenches his teeth together.“Take it all. Every. Last. Inch.”
He thrusts his hips up, meeting my every downward stroke. Noises I never thought I’d make escape me as I lock eyes with him, finding him watching me with reverence. His pupils eat up most of his irises, and his nostrils flare every time I take all of him inside me.
It’s the same look he had when I kissed his throat. Full of inhibited desire, hunger, and dark need. That’s what I’d like to believe, anyway.
“You’re so fucking beautiful like this, Nova.”Aiden pushes up onto his elbows and buries his face in my neck, then drags his tongue over a spot that makes my toes curl.“My little pink goddess, taking her brother’s cock.”
The fantasy fades at his whispered words. I grit my teeth and lean forward, pushing more of my ass out as I rock up and down on the dildo. The tip glides against a sensitive spot inside me, and I can’t stop the garbled screech that escapes me.
I’ve never been so turned on in my life. Usually it takes longer for me to reach the peak of an orgasm, but it’s taken no time to get there while thinking about Aiden. Maybe it’s because it’s forbidden. A kink that I never knew I had until now.
“Aiden,” I whimper. “Harder. Fuck me harder!”
My climax builds until I’m so close, my inner muscles spasm around the dildo.
A subtle noise freezes me mid-bounce, and I glance at the door to ensure Aiden hasn’t found me like this.
Would it be so bad? I don’t think so. I would hope not, especially after how he kissed me earlier.
But I’m alone and the doorway is empty.
Maybe I should be louder . . . just to see what will happen and what Aiden will do.
A slow smile creeps to my face, and I bounce my hips up and down to fuck myself on the dildo. I don’t mind being bad for once in my life because I’d like to know what Aiden would do if he found me like this.
Despite being nervous about it, I’m keen to find out.
TWENTY
AIDEN
Panting and unsatisfied,I release my raw, bloody erection. I was so desperate to find relief that I didn’t bother to grab lotion or spit in my palm for an easier glide. I’ve been going at it for what feels like an eternity, and I still can’t nut.
