She takes a deep breath through her nose and glances at my lips for a split second before meeting my eyes. “If you would kiss me goodnight.”
My heart stops beating, then jump-starts into a race. “Where do you want me to kiss you, pretty girl?”
Nova licks her bottom lip. She hesitates to answer, then finally says, “On the mouth. Like earlier.”
The more patient Aiden would have made sure I heard her correctly. I would have asked if she was sure before doing anything else. But not this version of me. Not when I’m ready to combust and pounce on her at any second.
I fist her hair at the back of her head, uncaring that I’m messing up her hairstyle. I drag her toward me and close the last of the space between us as my mouth slants over hers.
The kiss isn’t sweet. It doesn’t start off slowly. This is primal. It’s desperate and raw. And it’s so fucking good to feel her clinging to me and responding sweetly, which drives me into a wild state of mind.
I lose hold of my control and shove her against the hallway wall, pinning her with my hips against hers. Nova slings her arms around my neck and holds onto me, her shaky breaths and mewls feeding the inner beast that’s taken control at this moment.
I grind my erection against her lower stomach, forcing her to feel what she does to me. How she drives me to this pointof madness. I’ll gladly allow her to do this to me again and a-fucking-gain until I die.
My senses go dark, and once more, I think I black out just from kissing her.
“Is your pussy needy for me, sis?” I hear myself growl into the kiss.
“Yes,” she breathes into my mouth.
Nova arches her back and lifts her leg. I catch and hook it around my hip, then grind my erection against her center as I trail kisses along her jaw and down her throat. When I find a sensitive spot that makes her mewl, I focus on the area, dragging my tongue then nipping until she lets out a startled whine. Her hips jump against mine. I do it again. Harder this time. I suckle until the skin bruises.
Reality hits, and I realize what I’m doing and what I’ve said.
I straighten and stumble backward.
“Fuck,” I mutter, and swipe my palm over my face. “I need to go. I have to?—”
“Aiden, wait.”
I shake my head, spin on my heel, and storm to my bedroom.
I left a hickey on her.
I’ve never done that to anyone.
Another rule was broken for her.
My hand trembles as I undo my pants and shove them down my thighs. My erection springs free, and I fist myself until it turns purple. I awkwardly find Nova’s panties stuffed in my back pocket and hold them against my nose while I fuck my fist.
Another chip at my resolve to follow all the fucking rules for my sister.I’m fighting a losing battle, and the war hasn’t even started.
NINETEEN
NOVA
“Why don’tyou ditch your boy toy and hang out with me? I’m sure I can show you a better time.”Brandon’s suggestion repeats in my head as I retreat downstairs. I pad toward the front door I left open in my rush to catch Aiden before he locked himself in his bedroom.
What the hell am I doing at home, pouting, when I should be celebrating that Brandon came onto me? I should be with him.
I shake off the harsh thoughts.
It’s because of the doubt. I don’t have the practice, and the last thing I want to do is appear clueless. Not only that, but the kiss with Aiden was . . .
Heat crawls up my neck and burns my cheeks as I recall Aiden’s mouth moving over mine, his fingers tangled in my hair and angling my head in the way he wanted while he devoured me.
“Is your pussy needy for me, sis?”
