Page 126 of Before the Snow Falls


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His breath clouded in the air. His fingers were bitten purple from cold and blood loss, his robe a ruin of rips and half-frozen silk, yet he still radiated danger—mad, beautiful, wounded, godlike.

Seungho crouched in front of him, rage and grief and relief crashing in his chest like thunder. He reached out—one hard, burning hand on Haneul’s face, thumb rough over the gash, other arm wrapping tight, not gentle, not quite a lover’s embrace but not the grasp of a jailer, either.

“You’re not dying,” Seungho growled. “Not tonight. Not ever. I will chain you to my bed if I have to.”

Haneul snorted, but it broke in his throat. He tried to shove the king’s hand away, half-hearted, more habit than fury. “Chains don’t hold storms,” he rasped. “You’d have to build a palace from lightning and frost just to keep me from running.”

“I’d raze every mountain for the bricks,” Seungho snapped, leaning in, breathing fire into the frozen gap between them.“Now come down before I throw you off the roof and stitch you together myself.”

There was no fight left in Haneul. He slumped, let the king scoop him up—one arm under the knees, another across his battered back, a bundle of blood and cold and feral longing—and carry him through empty corridors, past shocked servants, into the sanctuary of their private rooms.

Seungho set him on the warmest furs by the fire, stripped the frozen robe from his body, wiped blood from his face with hands that shook with relief and something darker. He stoked the flames until the hearth roared and the shadows danced away.

Haneul watched him, eyes unfocused, pale lashes thick with meltwater. “You gonna scold me, Fire King?” he mocked, but even his taunts were thin, desperate.

“I’ll do worse if you vanish again.” Seungho’s voice was a blade. He knelt, pressed his brow to Haneul’s, their cores flickering—red and gold and dangerous. “You belong here. With me. Stop vanishing like this.”

The silence that followed was an ache, sharp as a blade between ribs. Haneul’s hands found Seungho’s wrists—thin, shaking, blood-smeared but stubborn as ever. “Don’t—don’t make me say the words,” he whispered, voice breaking. “Don’t make me say I need you. Not out loud.”

Seungho’s breath caught. He leaned back just enough to see Haneul’s eyes, wild and glassy, rimmed with stubborn fire. “Then show me, Sky. Prove it.”

And Haneul did. With a snarl he surged forward, lips crashing to Seungho’s, breathless, desperate, all teeth and hunger. His hands scrabbled at Seungho’s robe, tearing it open, claws scraping skin. He bit Seungho’s lip, drew blood, and licked itaway, panting, voice harsh. “You smell like fire and bad decisions. You taste like home.”

Seungho grabbed him, spun him, slammed him down in the furs. “Lunatic,” he groaned, mouth roaming over Haneul’s neck, biting until frost bloomed beneath his lips, until Haneul gasped and arched, legs tangling around the king’s waist, pulling him closer.

“More,” Haneul demanded, voice shaking, hands clutching at Seungho’s hair. “Fuck me like you’re afraid I’ll leave again.”

Seungho did not hesitate. He pinned Haneul’s wrists above his head, mouth devouring the sharp jaw, the bruised lips, the scar that split Haneul’s brow. He took his time—brutal, slow, unrelenting, letting the fire of his body drive the cold from Haneul’s skin.

No oil—just spit and sweat and frantic touch, Haneul’s thighs parted, core pulsing gold, the two of them breathless and snarling. Seungho slicked his cock with spit, pressed it to Haneul’s entrance, paused only long enough for Haneul to glare, panting, “Don’t you dare fucking wait, Fire King.”

He pushed in—slow, filling, a raw, devastating claim that left both of them shuddering, Haneul cursing, shaking, eyes blown wide as the pain blurred into something sharp and needed. “Harder,” Haneul gasped, biting at Seungho’s shoulder.

And Seungho gave him what he wanted. Fucked him hard, deep, holding nothing back, rutting until Haneul sobbed and thrashed and clawed new marks down Seungho’s back. The air smelled of fire and storm, sweat and longing. Outside, the world was silent, but inside—the bed rocked, the furs tangled, two bodies moved like violence made holy.

Haneul’s core flared golden and white, frost crackling up Seungho’s sides, every thrust making the world go brighter,madder. “Mine,” Seungho groaned, biting Haneul’s throat. “Say it—tell me—”

“Yours,” Haneul gasped, voice gone high, wild, his hips slamming up to meet each thrust, tears springing to his eyes from the intensity, the pain, the heat, the overwhelming safety in this violence. “Yours—only yours—”

Seungho’s climax hit with the force of a breaking dam, hips stuttering, growl tearing from his chest as he emptied himself inside, feeling Haneul shudder, clench, cry out, magic detonating in a burst of gold and blue that sent frost spidering up the wall, firelight flaring in wild patterns.

After, they lay tangled, breathing in tandem, faces pressed close, skin cooling and steaming, the air thick with devotion and exhaustion.

Seungho wiped a tear from Haneul’s cheek, thumb gentle, voice breaking. “If you ever run again—”

“Then come find me,” Haneul whispered, lips trembling, “and drag me back. Every time.”

Seungho nodded, pressing his mouth to Haneul’s temple, to the place only he was allowed to claim.

Outside, the storm raged on.

Inside, two men held each other against the world, love a fever neither would ever heal from.

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Autumn had grown lean and watchful, the kind of cold that crept in not with snow, but with silence. The Fire Palace held its breath beneath a sky bruised copper, and the stones kept a chill that no brazier could quite banish. Wind stripped the trees oneby one. Leaves gathered like offerings in the corners of the courtyards.

Haneul had not yet turned twenty-four, but the world already felt brittle around him. Battles still came—skirmishes, raids, blood on leaf-strewn ground—but it was the palace itself that felt like a siege. Every corridor echoed too loudly. Every hearth flickered like it was afraid to stay lit. It was not the battlefield that felt dangerous that autumn—it was home.