Page 118 of Before the Snow Falls


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“Don’t you fucking die,” Haneul snarled, voice cracking, holding Seungho’s face above the water, ice blooming in his hair, his own hands shaking so hard he thought his bones would break. “Don’t you dare leave me. I’ll resuscitate you and kill you myself if you die like this—do you hear me? I’ll burn this fucking palace to the ground—”

Seungho didn’t answer. But his magic—his magic began to flicker, to pulse, to burn against the cold, fighting back, refusing to be smothered. Haneul bit the inside of his cheek until he tasted blood, holding the king upright, chanting every half-remembered spell he’d ever stolen from the ice clan, burning through his own core until he was half-mad from magic overuse, nearly fainting.

When help finally arrived—servants, guards, Ji-ho—Haneul bared his teeth at them, eyes blazing, and they did not dare come close.

He wouldn’t let anyone touch the fire king.

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Seungho woke to silence.

He waswrapped in furs, sweat cooling on his skin, magic burning low but steady under his ribs. Light filtered through the window—sunrise, maybe, or dusk, he couldn’t tell. But Haneul was there. Haneul, coiled around him like a dragon, eyes rimmed red, mouth pressed to Seungho’s collarbone, breath shallow and fevered. He was trembling, not with cold, but with something closer to terror.

Seungho moved—just a little—and Haneul snapped awake, baring his teeth.

“You’re alive,” Haneul hissed, voice breaking. “You—stupid, arrogant, stubborn—”

He launched at Seungho, shoving him back into the pillows, slamming his fist into the mattress.

“Don’t you ever—ever—do that again! You hear me?! Don’t you ever leave me alone in this fucking world—”

Seungho stared, still dizzy, still weak, and for a moment the world shrank to the sound of Haneul’s heartbeat, wild and erratic, too loud, too close.

Haneul’s hands twisted in the king’s robe, dragging him close, mouth trembling. “If you die, I’ll burn down the world and drown in the ashes. I’ll tear down every mountain, freeze every fucking river, until the gods choke on what’s left—”

Seungho reached up, touched Haneul’s cheek, and—for the first time since his father died, since the war, since every friend betrayed him—he wept.

Silent. Shaking. Too proud for sound, but not for grief.

Haneul froze—then leaned in, breath mixing with Seungho’s, hands clutching tighter, holding on as if the world would end if he let go.

They didn’t speak after that. Not for a long time.

Not as the day faded, not as the moon rose, not as the fire burned low and the frost crept in through the open door.

They just held each other—two men, king and weapon, both broken and chosen, grieving for themselves, for what they’d survived, for what they might yet lose.

And Seungho, tangled in Haneul’s arms, let the tears fall—because for the first time in his life, he finally knew what it meant to be loved beyond reason, beyond hope, beyond the reach of poison or fate.

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The aftermath of the poisoning rolled through the palace like a shockwave.

Word spread within the hour: the king had nearly died. No one had seen Haneul drag Seungho from the bath, nor heard the half-mad threats whispered in frost and fire as the frostborn prince kept vigil. But they saw what came after.

No one in the palace escaped Haneul’s wrath.

He stalked the corridors barefoot and wild, eyes rimmed red, hair unbraided, his robe hanging open over a chest streaked with old scars and new bruises. He did not hide his magic—he let it curl from his skin, thick and sharp as rime, every step rimmed in splinters of blue and gold. Where he walked, servants vanished. Guards turned aside. The cooks locked the kitchens and the ministers bolted their doors.

At first, Ji-ho tried to laugh it off—tried to catch Haneul by the elbow as he stormed through the west wing, but Haneul whirled, fangs bared. “You! You knew something was coming—you always do! Was it your little war-club, Ji-ho? Couldn’t stand that he chose me, so you put a knife in his wine?”

Ji-ho stared, genuinely rattled. For a heartbeat, no one in the palace dared breathe.

Danbi, who would not give up and was still passing by the Fire King’s palace from time to time, tried next—stepping from the shadows with a silk fan and the smile she’d once used to sway kings. “Haneul, darling, you’re overwrought—”

He cut her down with a look sharp enough to freeze the marrow in her bones. “Save your poison for the tea, concubine. Or did you want to see if I’d break when you killed him, too?”

She withered, stepping back, her voice dropping to a hiss. “You think I—?”