Page 60 of Lady and the Spy


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“Your… wife,” Eleanor echoed.

He did not flinch. “There are precedents. We would live here. Your position would be recognized. You would be protected.”

Eleanor stared at him, searching for the hidden clause.

“And what,” she asked, voice sharpening, “would you be?”

“The same as I am now.”

“Which is to say…” She crossed the space between them and stopped just short of his reach. “An agent who collects wives as aliases. A man who offers marriage the way he offers a lock and key.”

His jaw tightened. “You mistake me.”

“No,” she said softly. “You mistake me.”

A tremor ran through her hands, equal parts anger and the raw ache of wanting. “If you expect gratitude for being offered the barest version of autonomy, you have misread the margins.”

He let out a slow breath. “You would rather be exposed than protected.”

“I would rather be the one holding the pen.” Her voice shook, but she did not retreat. “Do you think I endured all this to end as a ward disguised as a wife?”

“No,” he said, rough.

Eleanor lifted her chin. “Then what?”

His gaze held hers, fierce and unguarded. “Eleanor?—”

“You could at least pretend to want me,” she said.

The hardness in him faltered. “I would burn this house, burn all of England, before letting them take you,” he said, low and absolute. “But I cannot ask you to stay if what you hear in my words is only strategy.”

She stepped closer until their bodies nearly touched, until she could feel the heat of him through wool and restraint.

“Than make me hear something more,” she said.

His hand rose, hovered at her jaw as if he feared he might bruise her with longing. “I want you for my wife. I care for you. I want you at my side as my partner.”

Eleanor considered the ache in her fingers, the centuries of women made invisible in the name of order. She considered the catalogue and how easily a life could be reduced to a line.

Then she looked him in the eye. “You may have me as a partner,” she said, “but not a captive. An equal.”

A slow exhale left him. His smile reached his eyes for the first time that morning, and something in his face eased. “Noted,” he murmured.

Eleanor paced—not in agitation, but in claim. “If I am to consider your offer,” she said, “we do away with ancient fictions. No more lies disguised as protection. No more decisions rendered in absentia.”

Graham inclined his head once, a man accepting terms rather than granting them.

“I have never been anyone’s partner,” Eleanor continued. “I have been a function. A tool.” She turned to him. “That ends today.”

“You will be an impossible wife,” he said.

She let herself grin. “But the ideal accomplice.”

A quiet breath of laughter escaped him. “You would have the right of refusal. The right of withdrawal. No assignments without consent. No secrets unless mutually agreed upon.”

“And you will not dismiss me,” Eleanor said, pressing the advantage, “not in private, not in public. Not even when it is inconvenient.”

His mouth curved. “I am rarely convenient myself.”