THE NEXT COUPLE of weeks fly by, and I can feel myself changing.For her.
Adeline makes me want to be a better man, and it doesn't bother me as much as I thought it would. Change, when it comes to anything in my life, never really appealed to me. In fact, it downright scares me at times.
I like to be surrounded by familiar things and people. I rarely change my routines. It's just another thing that makes me feel like I'm in control of myself and my world.
And that calms me, keeps me sane.
But I noticed in the passing days that my showers have grown shorter since the thought of being away from Adeline for more than a few minutes is becoming almost unbearable.
She is my drug. My whole fucking world right now. My obsession with her has replaced most of my other preoccupations.
And even though I was worried I was coming on too strong, it doesn't seem like Adeline minds my attention at all. Truthfully, I think she craves me just as much as I crave her. However, I've only allowed her to see the surface of my true fixation. Like an iceberg floating in the Arctic Ocean, my obsession that lies underneath the water's surface is vast and unsurmountable.
I'm never going to let her go. And no matter how many times I tell her that, she doesn't appear frightened. I just hope she realizes that when I say those words to her, I mean that I want to keep her forever…even if she eventually decides she doesn't want to stay.
There aren't enough psychiatrists in the world to psychoanalyze that bullshit, so I don't even try to do it myself.
I just know that I'll do anything to keep her.
After a surprisingly short shower, at least by my standards, I go to the library where I know Adeline will be. She spends most of her time either in the library or the flower garden out back that I had planted for her. She's also taken a liking to the gazebo I had built for her, and I often catch her sitting under the twinkling lights reading or just gazing up at the stars.
As soon as I open the door of the library, her soft, melodic voice carries across the library as I enter. Wearing earbuds from her newly acquirediPod shuffleclipped to her shirt, Adeline dances through the library, completely oblivious that I'm watching her.
I allow the door to close quietly behind me, and I sit down on a nearby leather chair to enjoy the show.
She's wearing yoga pants, and there's a slim gap visible between her luscious thighs as she moves. The dark material is pulled tightly against her plush, little ass, and I hold back the groan threatening to release from my throat.
I watch as she puts books away, softly singing and gyrating her hips in a seductive dance that makes my cock twitch in my pants. My hand moves down to my hard length pressing painfully against my zipper. I stroke myself through the material a few times, biting back another groan.
"Fuck," I hiss through gritted teeth.
Slowly, I stand and stalk towards her like an animal on the prowl, unbuttoning and stripping out of my dark suit jacket and my long-sleeve, white button-up shirt on the way. Her back is still to me, her melodious voice drawing me in. She's oblivious that I'm coming for her, oblivious to the things I want to do to her right now, and that thought makes me rock fucking hard.
I feel like at any moment I could spontaneously combust; I want her so badly. Fuck, this girl is gonna be the death of me. She calls to me like one of the Sirens from Greek mythology, and I would gladly crash into a thousand jagged rocks for just a single touch from her.
Adeline turns to grab a book, and that's when she spots me out of the corner of her eye. She jumps and a half-hearted scream partially escapes her lips before she realizes it's just me.
The recognition and dissipation of fear in her eyes does something to me then.She trusts me. But over and above that, she sees me as her protector…perhaps maybe even somethingmore.
I gently pull the earbuds from her ears and unclip the iPod from her tight, little shirt, which is emphasizing the rise and fall of her luscious tits as erratic pants escape her full lips.
"Lucien," she says in a breathy whisper. "You scared me. I didn't even know you were…"
Her voice trails off as my fingertips graze the soft material of her shirt. Without speaking a word, my hand travels down her flat stomach and finds her mound through the thin material of her pants. I can feel the heat coming from her core, and it turns me the fuck on.
She releases a shuddering breath as I stroke her through the fabric. I just had her last night, but I'm quickly learning that I'll never get my fill of her. And by the way her moans are bouncing off the library walls, I don't think Adeline has gotten quite enough of me yet either.
My lips find hers, swallowing a moan as I plunge my tongue into her mouth and tangle my free hand in her hair, holding her tightly in place and possessing her in every way possible. I can feel her pussy growing wet, soaking the material and my fingertips.
"Fuck, Adeline," I growl against her mouth. I pull back to stare into her eyes. "Don't you see what you're doing to me?"
Adeline gives me a worried and confused look for a moment, but her expression soon turns to surprise when I reach down and grip the crotch of her pants. With one quick tear, I split the seams, growling like a fucking animal.
She makes me feel reckless. She makes me feel crazy sometimes. But most of all, she makes mefeel.
I stare down at the hole I created and realize she's not wearing anything under the yoga pants. "No panties," I hiss, my eyes meeting hers. "Such a bad girl," I tell her with a smirk. She sinks her perfect, white teeth into her plump lower lip, making my dick jump at the sight.
"I need to be inside of you. Now," I growl. Not wanting to wait another second without feeling her tight pussy grasping my hard cock, I quickly unzip my pants, pull them down over my hips and slip out my aching cock. "This is going to be quick…and hard," I warn her.
