"I've only been with you," she whispers. "It's only ever been you." She stares at my lips. "You were my first and my last. I didn't even kiss another boy…until Tucker."
My eyes open slowly. She's kissed Tucker, but they haven't slept together yet.Fuck. I thought he was gettin' inside her pants after every fuckin' date. That's why I've been so wound up. I'm relieved to hear that he hasn't gotten past first base. I almost laugh out loud at the thought. Poor bastard doesn't even know what he's missin' out on.
But I do.
So she's only ever been with me. Her words are my undoin', and I can feel my growin' erection diggin' into her belly. I'm the only one who's been inside of her sweet pussy, and that turns me on more than anything in this world.
My hands tighten on her arms as I hold her against me. She focuses on me with those big, stormy, gray eyes, and I suddenly run out of willpower to stay away from her.
"Penny," I growl in warnin' before my lips crash down upon hers. She whimpers against my mouth from the bruisin' kiss.
I don't wait for her to open up to me. I force her lips open with my tongue, and I take. I take her entire mouth possessively, showin' her how much I want her even if I can't tell her. My tongue runs over her lips and teeth and tongue, not sparin' one single inch of her mouth from bein' tasted by me.
Her hands trail up to my hair, pullin' the ends and yankin' me closer to her. She moans these sexy little sounds into my mouth, and it drives me fuckin' crazy. My hands reach down to her sweet, plump ass and cup her backside, squeezin' and massagin' until I elicit a loud gasp from her.
Her fingers reach for my belt, but I finally come to my senses and halt her actions. "Stop. Wait." I hold her hands in mine and stare down at her. "Penny, we can't do this."
"Why?" she asks with tears formin' in her eyes.
She thinks I'm rejectin' her. If she only knew how much I want her right now. But not like this. Not when she's drunk and probably won't even remember this in the mornin'.
"You don't want me now?" she asks, as her hand slowly caresses me through my jeans.
I can't take advantage of her even if my cock has other ideas. I take a step back from her. "Fuck," I groan, tryin' to tame the beast threatenin' to burst out of my jeans. "We can't do this because you're drunk, Penny, not because I don't want you." I take another step back. "It's time for you to go to bed. You had way too much to drink tonight," I say while silently cursin' Buddy in the back of my mind. I'm obviously gonna have to keep a better eye on her.
Penny's face falls. She looks utterly destroyed, and I instantly feel like shit. "Will you stay with me?" she asks. I open my mouth to tell her no, but then she adds, "Please," with a sexy pout.
I can't resist that pout. I close my eyes and pinch the bridge of my nose. I'm probably gonna regret this, but I answer with yes.
A smile forms on her lips as she makes her way back to her bedroom. I slowly follow behind her. When I step into the room, she's strippin' off her clothes. I quickly turn in the doorframe and face the other way. It's not like I haven't seen her naked before, but this is different. I would feel like a creep watchin' her now when she's not exactly in the right frame of mind.
I hear her crawlin' into bed, so I turn and look at her. She changed into a pair of pink boyshorts and a white tank with no bra. I groan and shake my head.
This is gonna be a long night.
She pats the mattress beside her just like I did to her the other night we were together. I crawl into the bed, which is clearly too small for two grown adults, and instantly regret my decision to stay. Her lush body is pushed up against my chest, and I have nowhere to go…unless I decide to sleep on the floor.
She's facin' the wall away from me, and her bottom is pressed up against me. I'm tryin' so damn hard to kill my growin' erection, but it's almost impossible. She wiggles, tryin' to get comfortable and makin' my situation even worse.
A low groan escapes my lips. "Penny," I scold her.
Penny giggles when she realizes what she's doin' to me. "Sorry," she whispers in a sexy voice.
She's drivin' me up the wall. "How do you feel?" I ask, tryin' to distract myself.
"Not good."
"Do you feel like you're gonna throw up?"
She shakes her head. "No. I don't think so." Then she says, "Maybe."
Well, that sounded pretty confident. I roll my eyes and lay my head down on the pillow. Her blonde hair is near my nose, and I breathe in her soft scent. She smells like cakes and flowers, and it's intoxicatin'.
"Will you…will you hold me?" she asks so softly that I'm not even sure I heard her right.
I tentatively wrap my arm around her waist, and she sighs contentedly. "Thank you for staying with me, Colt."
"You're welcome," I say. If she only knew how hard this was to hold her like this. Even over the years Ruby Sue and I have been off and on, we never really did the cuddlin' thing. She was usually leavin' or I was after we were done with the night's sexcapades.
