Chapter One
The End
"Mammy, Mammy, hold on," Eithne muttered over again, trying frantically not to let her desperation show. All around her, the sounds of conquest raged, the smells of blood and fire and death filling the air. "Yer gonnae be just fine."
Her mother, bleeding much like a butchered animal, coughed as she laughed. There was blood there, too, turning her lips a frightening ruby red. "Ye should take Neal and run lass," muttered Lady Kinnear, wincing at the effort the words took. "Ye wouldnae be calling me 'mammy' if ye really thought I was gonnae make it. Go find yer sister."
"right, Eithne. We need to go," Neal urged. "Hurry."
Eithne did not move, clutching her mother's hand tighter. "Ye should go," she told Neal. Her best friend was wounded, too, his arm hanging at an odd angle, but she was sure he could survive long enough to get out of here. "But I cannae. I'll nae leave me mam to bleed out like a pig in the dirt."
If she was honest, Eithne knew that the specter of the otherworld had already covered her mother. The once-lovely black hair that she'd shared with her son and oldest daughter was tangled and matted with dirt and blood, and who knew what else. It tangled behind Lady Kinnear's head; its soft waves were gone. Her tawny eyes, very different from the blue that Eithne and Myrna had inherited from their father, were clouding over.
"Eithne," Neal urged. "Please."
Eithne looked up at him, her handsome best friend who had fought by her side. He'd been upset at her and at her mother for refusing to leave and flee to safety when the attack began. Her younger sister Myrna had escaped before Laird Kinnear had fallen, but Eithne and the Laird's widow would not leave. They aided the men, even fought alongside them when their numbers dwindled, but it was all for naught.
They had lost. Kinnear was lost. And now Neal, with his soft brown hair and brown eyes and kind smile, was right. She needed to get out of here, and quickly, before the circle of enemy soldiers closed in on them. Neal, who'd been her constant companion since her birth one and twenty years ago. Neal, who had confessed his love for her just before this battle started.
I never even had time to respond. Perhaps if we escape now, I'll be able to make up me mind.
But Eithne's father was dead, and now her mother lay dying, and Eithne knew she couldn't leave. She tried to make her legs move, but they felt like they were filled with lead. Her hand, the one soaked in her mother's blood, refused to release Lady Kinnear and leave her to die alone and afraid.
"I'm going to yer daddy, pet," Lady Kinnear whispered. "But ye dinnae have to come with me."
"Hush now, Mammy," Eithne said. She was not ashamed to have tears in her eyes. "I’ll stay until ye sleep.”
Neal moved closer, putting a hand on her shoulder, and Eithne was glad that he was no longer trying to convince her. Instead, he stood there, guarding her as best he could while she hummed the lullaby her mother had given her as a child. It sounded sharp and discordant against the cries and screams of defeat, but Lady Kinnear closed her eyes and leaned into Eithne’s caressing hand as she sang.
“An’ when ye sail away, nae matter how far, remember I’ll be here, I’ll be yer guidin’ star,” Eithne sang. Neal’s hand tightened around her shoulder, his fingers digging in almost painfully. “And dinnae let the fear, send yer heart astray, as long as we ken love, I will light yer way.”
Eithne felt it when her mother took that last, shuddering breath, and the tears poured as she leaned down to kiss her mother’s forehead for the last time.
“Sleep tight, Mammy,” she whispered. “I’ll see ye again. I promise.”
She heard Neal withdraw his sword next to her. They were closing in, then. This was it. This was how Eithne died. She looked up, her tears dry now as she stared at the circle of soldiers who were here to bring her death.
“There’s still time to run, Neal. Go,” she urged.
In response, Neal just stood in front of her with his sword, ready to protect her until her dying breath.
Like that, kneeling by her mother’s body behind her friend, Eithne watched as the circle broke. Through it walked a man she recognized. With his dark blond hair and freckled face, the young Laird of the MacDuff clan might have been handsome if it wasn’t for the cruel look in his eyes and the twist to his smile. At six and twenty, only five years older than Eithne herself, he had brought more death than he’d lived life.
“Greetings, Eithne,” he said casually, walking closer casually as if they’d met on the road instead of on the battlefield.
She hated how he said her name, leaning hard on the last sound like the Sassenachs did,En-YAHrather thanEH-nyahlike it was supposed to be. She’d told him that once when they were younger. Now he was taunting her.
She said nothing, and Rory smirked. His men closed in behind him, flanking him.
“Nae another step,” Neal warned, brandishing his sword.
Eithne gently laid her mother down and got to her feet. She put a gentle hand on Neal’s shoulder and walked past him, facing Laird MacDuff – no, Rory. She would not give him the honor of a title. “What do ye want?” she asked, though she knew.
Rory snorted. “Och, ye’re still being brave, are ye lass? Tell me, what’s the point?” He raised a hand, twirling a strand of her dark hair around his finger. Eithne heard Neal take an angry breath, but she tried not to flinch. “Ye’ve lost.”
“I’ll never lose to ye,” she told him.
This just made Rory laugh, long and loud. “Such a feisty wee thing ye are. And yet look around ye. Yer village is in tatters. Yer clan’s been overcome.” He leaned closer, his hot breath tickling her ear as she tried not to shudder. “I dealt with yer dear Faither meself, ye ken. I thrust me sword into his stomach over and over while he begged for his life like a coward.”
