He stopped when his cock was bent double and the pain became intense enough to actually get his attention. Leaning away, he checked the spot, realigned himself a hair and grabbed her hips, deciding it might work better to stuff her down over his cock.
It was not a lot better, but he did manage to drive deeply enough to lose what little mind he had left.
Planting her against the rock again, he began hunching and pumping until he finally broke deadlock and felt his flesh advancing. He kept pushing until he could go no deeper and finally abandoned the goal of shoving into her balls deep.
“Close enough,”he muttered through his teeth.
The pounding in his balls echoed in his brain. Her flesh was squeezing his cock so tightly he felt like his brains were going to explode through his nostrils and eye sockets.
He lost it, lost all desire to prolong the intense pleasure, all sense of chivalry.
All he could think was that he was going to explode—one way or another. His heart was going to explode in his chest or his skull was going to shatter—or his balls.
Instinct took over.
Ignoring the fact that she was shredding his back with her nails, he pounded into her until he finally managed to pump his seed into her to relieve the pressure.
He felt like he was being disembowelled.
At the same time, the pleasure was so intense he could not contain it, gasping and growling with effort until his throat felt raw.
Finally, completely drained, he collapsed on top of her.
He floated for an eternity on a cloud of pure ecstasy. After a time, though, his soul found his body again, brought consciousness with it.
Stark awareness set in and brought a rush of memories not nearly as joyous and all encompassing as he had imagined the occasion.
Reality check!
Gods!
He could notpossiblyhave pleased his lover, he realized in dawning horror as the memories flashed through his mind on instant replay. He had exploded almost as soon as he had finally managed to join his body to hers! Maybe five strokes?
And she had still been encouraging him by shredding his back!
He struggled with a deep sense of failure and embarrassment.
He had done better when he had been nothing but a youth, when he had had sex with hisfirstwoman!
Ah-na had thought he was nothing but a stupid animal before! He had certainly given her enough food for thought in reconsidering that estimation of him!
No consideration.
Excuses clouded his mind but not only was there no way that he could explain the situation, he would not have wanted to if hehadbeen able to.
Struggling to rally his flagging resources, he shifted slightly away to nuzzle her with a mixture of appreciation and apology, determined to gather himself and make it up to her when it occurred to him that a second round could be just as enjoyable for him and far more so for her since he had failed to bring her to culmination.
She began punching and shoving at him until he finally realized she was demanding he let her up. He considered ignoring the demand, focusing on rekindling the heat of before, but dismissed the impulse since she did not seem receptive to his overtures. Gathering himself, he rolled off of her. The moment he did, she scrambled to her feet, turned, and gave him a narrow eyed, evil look that burned into him like laser beams. He did not need words to tell him that, if she had had a club to hand, she would have beaten him senseless with it.
Resentment flickered through him, overshadowing his discomfort and remorse and the anger from before.
He had forgotten, he realized with a great deal of justifiable, he thought, anger, how unreasonable women were and how easily they could turn the tables on a man and make him feel like the guilty party when, in truth,hewas the one who had been injured!
Shehad tried to escape!
Shehad almost got both of them killed!
Andhehad only tried to soothe!Shewas the one who had initiated sex, damn it!
He did not mean to pretend that he had not enjoyed it or wanted it desperately, but he had certainly not forced himself upon her, gods damn it!
Nowshe was acting as if he was a bastard who had brutalized her and then raped her!
And the worst part of it was that it made himfeellike he had!
