There wasn’t a time when I knew of Colton that I hadn’tfantasized about him.Only when I was married had I filed those thoughts away,but it had been so long that I dreamed of this, that I wanted this.
My mind finally joined where my heart and body already were,and when he stretched out, I did something that shocked me.Sitting up, I movedonto my knees, placing them on either side of his hips.His hands immediatelysettled on my hips and I lowered myself down, swallowing a moan when I felt hiserection straining against his boxer briefs, hot and hard against the thinmaterial of my panties.
“I really like where this is heading,” Colton said, hishands gently squeezing my hips.
I didn’t let myself think too much as I leaned down andadmitted what I’d been thinking about a few seconds ago.“I’ve fantasized aboutthis for so long.”
Thick lashes lifted as he stilled.His stare was piercing,intent.“Are you serious?”
“So serious.”
His fingers curled around the edges of my panties and thenone hand trailed up the line of my back and curved around the nape of my neck.“You really shouldn’t have told me that.”
“Why?”I whispered, my heart thumping.
“Because I have no idea how I’m going to be able to slowthis down now.”
Colton dragged my mouth to his with a curl of his arm.Therewas nothing soft or gentle about the way he kissed me.It was fierce andpassionate, a kiss of pent-up desire exploding the moment our mouths fusedtogether, a kiss of need.He drew in my breathy moans as he circled his armaround my lower back, sealing our bodies together, chest to chest.
Everything about him swamped my senses and I whispered,“Make love to me.”
Colton let out a near feral sound and then he rolled me ontomy back, moving so quickly my heart nearly came out of my chest.As he stareddown at me, concentration marked his features.
Then he brought his mouth to the tip of my breast.I let outa strangled cry as my back arched off the mattress.He reached between us,working the last of his clothing off as he moved to my other breast.Sensationraced up and down my body, and that was what I got lost in, the way his tonguelaved at my nipple, how he nipped at my skin and soothed the sting with a kiss,a caress of his fingers.
Barely aware of him easing my panties down and then off, Iwas shocked and thrilled to suddenly feel the entire length of our bodies fleshto flesh.His hand slid up, his fingers splaying around my cheek, holding methere as he brought his mouth back to mine.He kissed me until there were nomore thoughts, no holding back or getting lost in fear.I could feel himburning against my thigh, and my body moved on its own accord.I writhed and myhips moved, seeking him.
“You sure you’re up for this?”he asked.
“Yes.”
“I can’t wait any longer.”
I gripped his arms.“Neither can I.”
He rolled, reaching for the condom.My stomach tumbled as Iwatched him rip open the foil and roll the condom onto his thick erection.
This was seriously going to happen.
Part of me still couldn’t believe it as I dragged my gaze upto his and found him watching me.Unable to stop myself, I reached out,smoothing my hands over his hard chest and packed, tight abs.His skin was likesilk stretched over marble.I dipped my hand, my fingers brushing over thesparse, short hairs.His chest rose with a deep breath and he seemed to hold itas the back of my hand brushed his cock.He made a deep sound that warmed myskin, and I reached around, folding my hand around his heavy sac.
“Fuck,” he grunted.“Abby…”
Slowly, I pulled my hand back.For a moment, neither of usmoved, and then he prowled over me, his strong body caging me in.Colton laidclaim to my mouth, but those kisses slowed and became something…infinitely moreas I felt his tip press against me.Moaning, I rolled my hips, bringing himcloser, but not enough, nowhere near enough.
Colton rested his weight on one elbow as he lifted his bodyslightly and reached between us, wrapping his hand around his dick.His eyes, aheated and vibrant cobalt, met mine.“I want this to be good for you.”
My lips parted on a soft exhale.
“No,” he corrected softly.“I want this to be perfect foryou.It’s gonna kill me trying to take this slow.”
I dragged my hand down his back as my heart pounded.“Don’ttake this slow.I’m ready.”The peaks of my ears burned.“I’m wet…for you.”
He said something I couldn’t quite understand under hisbreath and then his hips thrust, plunging into me with one deep stroke I feltto the tips of my toes.I cried out, tossing my head back as he stretched andfilled me.Nothing ever in my life had felt like this.
“Are you okay?”he asked, his voice harsh as he stilled,seated deep.
“Yes.”I grabbed onto his arms as I swallowed.“Yes.Don’tstop.”
