“Only and always for you.” she relinquishes.
Releasing her face, I move my hand to my hard shaft, sliding my hand down it, when I reply "You’re damn right, baby girl. Every part of you willalwaysbelong to me."
"Matt, I need you." She whines, her fingers starting to walk down toward her pussy.
I slap her hand away. "Baby girl, I want to taste you. But right now, I need to be inside you first."
"Yes." she moans.
Crawling on to the bed until I'm between her widespread legs, her pussy dripping for me. So many thoughts run through my head of what I want to do with her, but my cock is demanding first dibs. Leaning forward, I place one of my hands down on the pillow next to her head, to hold myself up.
"Elsie, are you on birth control? I want to feel all of you bare. Don't worry, I haven't been with anyone for a long time. I'm clean."
"I have an IUD and I'm clean, too." She says quickly, as she relaxes her legs on the bed.
Having the permission I need, I use my other hand to guide my cock into her wet heat until I'm all the way to the hilt. "Elsie. You feel like heaven."
She moans as her pussy strangles my cock the whole time, giving me a tingling feeling within my balls. I pause just for a minute, because I'm at the point I might actually embarrass my old ass. No. I'm going to show her what she's been missing by not being with a real man.
"Matt. I need--" she begins.
"I know what you need. Let me take care of you,” I command her as I start to pull out, before thrusting hard back into her, mumbling, "God, you are so tight. Strangling my cock so good."
Being inside her is like a dream. It's been a while since I've been with someone. After I first met her and knew I couldn't have her, I tried to drown myself with other women. It lasted for two years but never really worked, because none of them compared to her beauty nor did they quench the thirst for her. After a while, I stopped. I haven't been with anyone for about eight years now.
Now I want her to feel like this is the best sex she's ever had, because I can already tell that it will be for me. Elsie meets me thrust for thrust. Needing to change the angle, I push up on my knees, lifting her hips up with me.
When she yells, "Fuck, Matt. That's the spot." I can't help but smile.
I don't slow down. Instead pounding into her, making sure I rub against her sweet spot. I start to get that familiar tingle in the base of my spine, knowing my balls are about to explode.
Reaching in front of me, I slide my fingers through her core to where we are joined, gathering our wetness on my fingers, using it to lavish her clit with attention. It only takes a few strokes before her pussy is clamping down on my cock as her orgasm takes over, pulling me along for the ride.
I come inside her, just like I've wanted to for years. Suddenly a picture of her flashes through my mind, of her being round with my child, and I must say I love that idea even more. Not ready for any of my come to slip out, or to leave the heat of her body, I gather her into my arms, laying both of us against the pillows on the bed.
Pulling the covers over us, she says, "Are we going to clean up?"
"Not yet. I'm not ready to let you go. I want to hold you in every way." I tell her, letting my vulnerability show through.
She stares at me for a few seconds, then she nods, whispering "Okay. But I'm tired."
"That's okay, baby girl. Go to sleep, I'll take care of you."
With those parting words, Elsie falls asleep in my arms with my cock still inside her. Watching her, I know this moment is exactly what I want for my present and future. If all I have is her, everything will be perfect.
Chapter nine
Elsie
Rolling over, I feel every muscle in my body groan with soreness. I haven't felt like this in a long time. I'm not sure what came over me last night when I told him to catch me.
The memory of what happened after that runs through my mind, and how Matt took every part of me. Including more of my heart. I know I should still be careful about letting my guard down with him, but I'm not sure I can anymore.
He woke me up multiple times throughout the night. Once with his mouth on me, another with his cock. Honestly it was the best night I've ever had. Who would've known that such a gruff man could be so gentleandrough?
Opening one of my eyes, the sun is streaming through the room and I'm still naked. Shifting my legs, I check to see if I should be worried about getting stuff all over the sheets, but when I don't feel anything. I know Matt took care of me.
As much as I want to think that I'm strong and that I can handle having sex with a man I'm attracted to, I know that's not the case. Everything changed last night. Somewhere along the lines, I feel like things went from sex to giving ourselves to each other.
