His hands glide over my ass, giving me a hard squeeze before forcing me harder into Haven. Making me fuck her mercilessly, even though I know it hurts, even though she’s begging me to slow down now, hissing in pain.
Because, fuck, maybe now she’ll know what it felt like all these years.
How much I’ve bled for her.
How much I’vehurt.
And when her cries become too much, and I want to stop, Rooke grabs my hair and slows our kiss into something hungry and depraved that just spurs me on even more.
I bite him when I come. When I think I come.
I don’t even know what my body’s doing anymore. It feels like an orgasm, because I’ve given myself an unhealthy amount over the past few years.
But I don’t come. There’s nothing left in Haven but blood and her own creamy lube when I stop, buried inside her.
She’s crying, so I kiss her.
When I stop and lean back to inspect her, to see how much damage I’ve done this time, she licks Rooke’s blood off my mouth like she’s trying to replace every drop I tore out of her.
Chapter 18
Haven
Kai’s tongue darts into my mouth, tangling with mine. Blood and spit merge, but I swallow it all down, and it tastes like this entire fuckery condensed into a salty, coppery juice.
And then Bastian’s fingers are stroking my pussy, making me moan into Kai’s mouth.
It hurts down there. Aching, burning, stinging. But every stroke coaxes that pain into pleasure. Bastian slips his fingers inside me, two at once, and I gasp, breaking away from Kai’s kiss.
Bastian pushes those bloody fingers into his mouth as I turn to watch, and then he grabs Kai’s head and pulls him down for another kiss.
I can’t bear to watch something that hot without being a part of it, so I grab Kai away and pull him to me instead, licking up every trace I can find on his lips, mouth, chin.
Bastian bucks his hips, sending me and Kai toppling to the side. And I can’t believe that I giggle, or that Kai laughs, but then Kai strokes his knuckle down my face and murmurs, “I fucking love you,” and my heart is shattering with joy.
“I love you too.” I roll on top of Kai, kissing him wildly, desperately.
Laughing as we get tangled in my chain.
It’s perfect. Like it should have been under the maple tree.
Should have known Bastian was just biding his time.
“Just like that, my little pets,” Bastian says behind me.
That should have been our warning. But I’m too focused on Kai, on drinking him down as our tongues wage war and our bodies meld together.
Bastian seizes my hips and wrenches them up, away from Kai.
When I gasp, he pushes my head down again, and Kai comes up to meet me, dragging me down for a kiss.
Leaving me vulnerable.
Not doing a thing as Bastian peels my ass cheeks apart and thrusts into my bleeding, aching pussy.
I yell against Kai’s mouth, but he cups my face, and urges me to keep kissing him.
And damn, I try, but Bastian’s fucking me, and my fingers dig into the sheets as my back arches in pain.
