Page 60 of Last Goodbye


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Ruth was standing in the middle of the clearing, looking up at the house.

She looked smaller than I remembered. Grayer. She was wearing Ryan's old college hoodie still, the cuffs pulled down over her hands, and she wasn't moving—just standing there in the gravel with her car door still open behind her, staring up at the timber frame like she was trying to make sense of something that refused to make sense.

She heard our footsteps and turned.

Her eyes moved from me to Ben to the house and back to me, and her expression was one I recognized. It was the same one I'd had the first time I stood in this clearing.

"Olivia," she said. "What is this place?"

I glanced back at Ben. He held my gaze for a second, then gave a small, single nod—so slight it was almost nothing.

I turned and walked toward Ruth.

"How did you find this place?" I asked.

"I was driving." She glanced back toward the road. "I drive out this way sometimes. Just to—" She stopped, swallowed. "I saw the trucks coming out of the driveway. Walsh Construction. I recognized the name. Ben's crew worked with Ryan sometimes.On the bigger jobs. I didn't know what they'd be doing out here, so I turned in."

She looked back at the house. Her eyes traveled up the timber frame, across the roofline, to the windows catching the last of the evening light.

"Olivia." Her voice was careful, like she was approaching something that might startle. "What is this?"

"It's a house."

"I can see that." She shook her head slowly. "Chloe said you were dealing with some things Ryan left behind. That Ben was helping you sort it out." She looked at me. "She wouldn't say much more than that." A pause. "Ben's crew built this?"

"Yes."

"For you?"

"Sort of."

Ruth turned to look at Ben, who was standing back near the entrance, hands in his pockets, giving us space. Then she looked back at me.

"Did Ryan know about this place?"

The question landed between us like something dropped from a great height.

I held her gaze.

"Ruth," I said. "Can we go inside?"

Ben was already moving. He walked past us quietly, and as he did he looked at Ruth and gave a small nod. "Mrs. Hartley."

Ruth blinked at him, surprised, like she'd half forgotten he was there. "Ben."

He didn't stop. Just headed toward his truck, giving us the house and the conversation that needed to happen without an audience.

I watched him go, then turned back to Ruth. "Come on."

The house was quiet without the crew. Our footsteps echoed on the subfloor, and the evening light came through thenew windows in long, golden strips. Ruth walked slowly, her eyes moving over everything—the stone fireplace, the cathedral ceiling, the exposed beams.

She ran her hand along the edge of a window frame the way you'd touch something you weren't sure was real.

"It's beautiful," she said finally. Almost reluctantly.

"I know."

She turned to look at me. The confusion was still there, but underneath it something careful and afraid was forming.