My heart hammered. What? Yeah, ok it’s not the first time my hand is on her clit, but my fingers were never in her. What is she talking about? Why is she saying that this is, ok? It is not. I finger fucked her. "Alena—"
She pressed my hand harder against her. Guided my fingers deeper. My heart stopped as a slow wet sound filled the room and both of my fingers were deep in her. She left a soft moan in the air and rolled her hips taking me even deeper.
"It's okay," she whispered again.
I froze completely. What the hell is happening?
Then her other hand moved. Slid up. Found my cock through my boxers.
Wrapped around it.
Started stroking.
I lost it completely. My breath left my lips violently. She started jerking my dick slowly from top to the base. My visionleft me for a moment, and my hand grabbed her pussy hard making her scream as her nails dig in my forearm.
Then, like a bucket of ice hit my face, reality crashed in. This is us. And I am gone in the morning. Jerked away, pulling my hand from between her legs, scrambling off the bed.
"Shit—sorry, I'm sorry—" I backed toward the bathroom, hard as steel, shaking. "I'm going to the bathroom. To take care of it. I'm sorry."
She sat up, watching me with those dark eyes. Hair wild. Lips parted. Body still flushed.
I fled before I did something even more stupid.
• • •
I stood in the bathroom, hands braced on the sink, cock throbbing, mind spinning.
What just happened?
She'd pressed my hand back. She'd touched me. She'd—
I heard the bedroom door close.
Wait.
I opened the bathroom door slowly.
Empty bedroom.
Then I heard it. The front door. Opening. Closing.
She left.
Dammit. She left because I freaked out. My heart stopped and my knees started to give. If she leaves, if she is freaked because of me, because of this I am putting a gun to my temple.
No—wait. Footsteps. Coming back.
I stepped out of the bathroom just as she appeared in the doorway.
Still naked in front of me.
"I locked the door," she said simply. "So you can't run."
My breath caught.
She walked toward me. Slow. Deliberate.
"Alena—"
